When the heart feels weird.

It's pouring heavily outside now~ Claps of thunder and streaks of lightning..

Anyway about today.. I woke up on time, boarded the bus on time, took the train on time, everything was "perfect" until I reached Woodlands bus interchange. The queue was mad long and the frequency was rather irregular, :/ By the time I alighted @ Rp's main entrance, it was already 8.27am. Which means I'm late, -.-

I'm glad I was pretty focused on solving the problem today, managed to work out solutions to practice questions etc.. Ly's always the one teaching me, bwahaha :P I had brunch with Frianto (we're BEST FRIENDS RIGHT :P *winks*), Cow & Eric @ W4. Omgggggg I loveeeee the Taiwan Cuisine stall! Delicious black pepper beef.. ahhhhh *drools* Gonna try the sotong soon, hehehe.

Cow accompanied me to POSB during lunch break cos I wanted to check what's my account number.. It's my first time taking the slope from lawn to the entrance of Rp. If he didn't mention that the route exists, I'd have continued walking the same old path forever. LOL! We bought some nonsense from Booklink (he bought LOTS of tidbits -.-) and I bought facial masks from SUI. LOL!

Short conversation with A over the phone after I'm done with my presentation.. Was supposed to meet Hua in the evening but I'm too lazy to go out due to the wet weather. I hope it doesn't rain tomorrow evening, cos we're having training at SCAPE! Weeeeeeeee ^^ Gonna sleep slightly earlier today to ensure that I have a HIGHHHH energy level for tomorrow's 4hr long training..

I'm listening to JC's songs now. He's really sooooooo darn talented..

Hmmm I really wonder, whether it's because I had never really came across something like that before, that's why I feel kind weird. I know I should be having a neutral stand but sometimes.. It's just sucky to know that, ____________________________ . But after my request it turned out the other way.. Glad with the outcome. *prays* Don't let this affect me, pleaaaase :'(

Sitex, IKEA

Whoa~ I woke up at 11am+ despite sleeping really late last night.. Bathed and met pang, then we headed to Expo! Went to take a look at the Sitex IT fair~ Bought thumbdrives and laptop bags.. Met Jg & Lb for a while before we left.. Bumped into Tang on our way back to the Mrt station, he was with his whole family. LOL! We headed to Tampines and had our dinner @ McD there.. Roamed around, window shopped.. Took the shuttle bus to IKEA :D

I didn't buy the table which I wanted badly.. Hope it'd be on sale again soon then I'll get it :P So we walked around, pang was thinking about which study table and wadrobe she should get.. Whoa, my legs were reallllllly so darn tired :( We left the place at about 8.30pm.. Took the shuttle bus back again, then Mrt back to Bl. Played angry birds on her iPod touch on the journey back..

I AM SO TIRED NOW I'M GONNA DRY MY HAIR AND SLEEEEEEEEEP! BYE :P

Dear John

Now playing: Plain White T's - 1, 2, 3, 4

H e l l o ~!

Was contemplating whether I should blog now.. Yeah and I'm obviously doing so. Lol.

27/11/10

So, how did I spend my Saturday?

I woke up in the late noon upon receiving A's phonecall.. Went back to sleep for a while more and I woke up at around 3pm? Bathed and got myself ready to meet him @ Jp for late lunch/ early dinner! Whoa, today's a grow-fat-day! Ate at Sakura then we bought durian puffs and headed back to his place.. Watched the movie "Dear John" on his laptop. Bwahaha, that was the first movie which he asked me out for.. And apparently I didn't understand the whole movie at all, and found it so boring to the extent that I nearly fell asleep back then. Hmmm, hehehe :P Well~ I think it all depends on who you're watching with! He was just an annoying friend back then! HAHAHA!

So I finally understood the whole movie and it's a really nice show.. Awwwww~

Anyway I had a sudden crave for KOI, (again -.-) so we quickly headed to Clementi at around.. 8.30pm? Went to LJS first as A was really hungry. I find the new beary hot meal rather yummy, :D

Finished up our drinks and headed back to Jp.. Went Fairprice Extra to get some stuff.. Bumped into Apyh while making our way there, omg it's been so long since we last met! Die die must meet her next weekend! ^^ OHHH and I finally found the facial cleanser that I've been looking for! Heeeh. Anyway the queues were really long, and we had to queue for a long long while..

Btw when we were @ Clementi, I was stepped on by a Cheena woman today and she was WEARING HEELS -.- Idk how she lost her balance on the stairs. She would've rolled down if A wasn't standing in front, LOL! And another Cheena woman bumped into my finger with the trolley at Fairprice, grrrrrr.

Anyway I'm glad to have A sending me back home, hehehe feels so blissed to have him by my side! :P I'm gonna get some rest soon cos I'll be meeting pang @ 1pm tomorrow.. Heading to Expo for the IT fair! Gonna go IKEA after that~

Goodnight, bye!

xoxo

Dilemma

There's a difference between giving up and knowing when you've had enough. I suppose that give and take has its limits as well.. I know that's the way to keep a relationship going, but it's kinda tedious to always be the one tolerating.

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Hello~ I had brunch already! As usual, subway -.- And it took me really long to finish up my food cos..... I was laughing while eating. Laughing so hard that I nearly cried, hahaha. So much for watching laughing videos! End up my hair kena honey mustard, and it stinks now :( Thank goodness Frianto's nice enough, going up to his hostel during break time to wash hair! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I feel like partial-ing and go home sleep. But there's UT laterrrr :( Wish me luck, Ly's not sitting next to me today. Boohooooooo T_T

/edit @ 12.57pm

Went up to Frianto's place and washed my hair ends~ Washed it twice to get rid of the horrible smell, HAHAHA! Hanged around his place for a while, enjoying the view and breeze & played the guitar before heading back to class.. Someday I have to go there again! It's really comfortable there lor, WEEEEE :D

Completed my powerpoint slides and I'm gonna take a nap now.. Still thinking if I should go out after UT.. Hmmmm. Shall decide later :B

When you cross the line..

I'm late again, sighhhh :( Today we're in our new teams! Gonna start working on a new prototype.. Solar car! Farhan came up with the design really fast, and I think compared to all the previous Engrg Design lessons, today I feel the most motivated to do work. I did the worksheet!!!! (lol) Had subway for brunch, and I successfully psycho-ed Carl to eat with me :P (he was hesitant cos he might need to meet his friends for lunch) HAHAHA! He's always reminding me to unplug my charger whenever he sees that it is fully charged.. Observant dude.

You know one thing about me, I can take jokes. Just know when you need to stop. I'm fine already and I hope this doesn't happens again.. Like what A told me, "Ya lah they don't know their limits! You're a girl leh!" Hmmmm.. Still, I love my class!

Oh and today I played around with Farhan's headphones & earpiece.. OMG, POWER OR WHAT?!?!?!?! The sound is darn, darn, darn good lah! Blasting music with those headphones would totally make me get high for nothing. HAHAHAHA!

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Left school immediately when class ended.. I took a cab to Woodlands cos it looks like it's gonna rain any moment. Took Mrt back to JE and I slept all the way :P My eyes were so tiny when I woke up.. Hahaha! - -" Supposed to meet ah pang @ Clementi, but since she's at the Mrt platform too, I met her there instead.. So we headed to Clementi and bought KOI bubble tea ^^ Hmm and today's queue was quite fast lah.. Had early dinner @ LJS cos she's craving for it.. .

She's starting work already~ So many people around me starting work.. Gg's starting on Monday, so is pang.. Hmmm. Okay, irrelevant. LOL! So I was having a short catch up session with him on Msn yesterday noon.. So finally after 1 year, he's no longer with the gf (I sound mean here, I know -.-) Just that I no longer like him, oh well.. If not I'll "woo" him. HAHAHAHA JUST KIDDING!

Bought my Solocare solution before heading home~ Tomorrow's Engrg Design UT.. I hope I don't die. HAH. Okay I'm gonna bath soon, do Rj & evaluation before playing NFS :P

So I'm glad to have a catch up session with pang over the evening.. Can't wait to go out with my girls again~

Bye!

I forgive because I'm strong enough to know that human make mistakes.

Take my niceness for granted, take chances for granted, truth is I am NOT someone for you to shout at as and when you like to. I am doing my part on TALKING NICELY, I hope you know how to control yourself. I won't hand my future over to a guy who raises his voice at me during any squabbles.

Don't demand me for MORE answers when I already told you I'm feeling pissed. And especially when I've told you whatever I want to say. Shout and scream at me whenever you want, soon I'll be gone. I'm not gonna put myself in such a pathetic plight anymore. By then you can start looking for a partner who would WILLINGLY let you scold her.

I'll never be the one ringing you back after you hang up my on me anymore.

I'll stop trying so hard, cos you don't give a fucking damn anyway.

20/10/11 Tchoukball Carnival pictures

Complete set of pictures are all uploaded in Facebook already~

Will update about my day in another post later on! ^^ Having brunch now..

Bye!

Physics UT

Hello! School was boring, had physics UT after class ended.

Anyway I didn't mention that the IT helpdesk guy @ RP helped me to recover all the pictures taken @ the Tchoukball Carnival last Saturday! ^^ Apparently he reformatted the SD card then downloaded some software to recover the files for me :D So I was laptop-less for the whole of 2nd meeting and break.. So I've finally finished editing, deleting, and uploading the pictures! Bwahahaha feeling really happy! I'd totally hug the IT guy if I could, love him TTM for doing me such a big favour!

And we watched Harry Potter yesterday~ OMG awesome! Can't wait for part 2! I've to admit I get really fidgety for long movies =.=..

Btw today we ordered Eskimo bubble tea from Dhoby Ghaut, and it took them hours to reach RP -.- Can't believe they took Mrt from DG to Woodlands, then took a cab to Rp. OMG THEIR SERVICE IS CUI DE LOR!!!!!

Hmmm so I've just finished doing my Rj, on the phone with A now. I hope we'll be REALLY stable and not squabble over minor issues. -.- Okay, it's proven that electro really makes my bad mood go away :) I'm too lazy to blog nowadays, -.- And all pictures taken over the weekend are on Fb already.

Bye!

MBT CUP CHAMPIONS!

Finally home :D

Went to TECC for our final match.. Won the first position! :D This time round, we also had cash reward :P

Went to Changi Airport for dinner @ Popeyes.. Hanged around T2's aviation gallery.. Camwhore, jokes, talked about anything and everything.. Left the place at 10pm+, took bee's car.. If not for her, I think I'd reach home really late lor :( Anyway had a good laugh with the girls today, and another round of laughing with bee & xiaodan in the car.. Hahaha!!

I am still trying to get the pictures uploaded! I hope I can retrieve at least SOME of the files.. Sigh~

I'm really too tired for a looooooooong entry, will give a decent update soon k?

Bye!

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!

Whoa, I'm like extremely tired now cos I reached school @ 7.30am and reached home @ 10pm.. I'm glad the U-18 games and POL-ITE games went smoothly! Now I'm facing some problems with retrieving the photos from the bloody SD card which has cocked up. Will be going Jp to see if I can get help tomorrow..

Anyway both the RP guys and girls won the first position! Wooooolala~ Mr. Yew (actually Idk who the hell is he) is giving us a reward for IVP, and we're planning to have a chalet or something.. $500 leh, must use wisely :P

Thank goodness Inez has painkiller with her, else I'd have die of pain :'( Anyway I'm really hungry now cos I only had a bun in the morning, and the lunch provided in the noon.. So much physical activity.. DYING OF HUNGER NOW -.- Shall sleep soon so that I won't feel hungry. T_T

Okay I'm really tired. I PRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY that all the pictures would be retrieved T_T Bye guys~!

PMS ain't a joke

Now playing: Afrojack ft. Eva Simons - Take over control (really makes my mood better by blasting some music)

School was extremely boring and one whole team partial-ed today. Was tempted to leave together with them but NO.. LOL. Hanged around in class watching Eric play Plants VS zombies before leaving to meet Belle & Vian to head back together~ Hahaha, I'm so addicted to that game now! :P

Anyway Apyh was caught in some shitty incident today and I'm glad I was able to help her a lil.. Hope they'll be more careful in the future! Now I'm mummy Jia, hee.

POL-ITE TOMORROW!!!!!! Gotta rest enough, in order to be ready for the battle. =) RP Tchoukers jiayou~ ^^ Oh and you guys know, I have a problem with being punctual for school everyday.. Furthermore tomorrow if I'm late, I think xx will slash me. HAHA! Might end up taking a cab I guess.. $$ fly :(

Shit. I forgot to go Fairprice to get my.. Ahhhhhhhh never mind :( Hope I'll remember to get it soon~

Borrowed pang my heels cos she's having grad lunch tomorrow :) She played with my parrot for a while before leaving, hahaha! And fuck, I didn't see the doctor again cos it closes @ 8.30pm but I was one step late. . . .. . .... :'( !

我发现, ph 唯一比 A 好的就是他脾气好。就算我 PMS 对他发脾气，他也不会骂我。要到哪里才能在找到一个好脾气的男人呢。。? *叹气*

Oyeah~ Invited to "Carpe Diem" photo exhibition.. I'm a hardcore John photography fan. Awwww, can't wait for Monday! :D

Nando's~

Okay okay! So today was pretty awesome cos I met darling for dinner @ Bugis! Hahahahaha! Hmmm, I thought UT was quite ok~ Hope I'll pass! ^^ I headed to Bugis straight after UT ended.. Was approached for modelling but I said no cos.. It's just weird lah -.-

We had Nando's for dinner, and apple strudel after that! Wanted to get KOI but I was just too lazy to queue. Anyway my sister just came home with 5 cups of KOI drinks, and she bought 1 cup of milk tea for me~ HAHAHAHA I bought mango strudel for her hor! :P

So on the way back home I was playing plants vs zombies on my laptop, and darling was watching me all the way. LOL! Dad insisted that I go to the doctor again, cos my flu & cough is on and off.. Gonna go tomorrow :) Alright that's all for today! Bye~

KOI, Ajisen Ramen

So yesterday was Hari Raya Haji.. I woke up at 11am+ and felt really refreshed.. Finally I got a proper rest. I spent a few hours on the laptop before heading out to get KOI :D Met my darlings at JP and we headed to Clementi~ ^^Y Had my usual favorite, hazelnut milk tea!

Went back to Jp as soon as we were done with finishing our drinks.. We were roaming around as Felt was waiting for her cousin to meet her @ 7pm.. LZL went home while Jun & I went for dinner :D ! I was actually thinking of Sakae.. But it's a public holiday, so confirmmmmmmm super ex :( Settled for Ajisen Ramen! Yum yum yum yum~ Had my usual favorite, Tom yum Ramen and California maki for the sides..

Met pang after dinner and we roamed around.. At least I bought things that I need, not what I want. . It's just some essential stuff that I bought. Oh.. Gonna get cotton on shorts with pang soon ^^ And if pig's not getting Havainas together with me, I'll ask sayang :P

Oh and I'm gonna pass sayang Plants VS Zombies soon~ Gonna get L4D from Frianto later on, bwahahaha :P Okay it's break time, gonna head to subway now! Bye ^^Y

I AM PUNCTUAL FOR THE MODULE WHICH I HATE MOST TODAY!!!!!!!

FACI AH, AMBIL KAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Megamind

Hey there~

School was boring today and I'm like a lost sheep (MEHHHH) throughout the day cos I didn't really figure out how to solve the problem statement. Hmmm, I'm supposed to go makan with my classmates today but I ended up being unable to follow.. Lol I'm pretty surprised they wanted me to go so badly. Hope I can join them next time! Anyway training was eventually cancelled (DAMN right should've went with them -.-) due to wet weather..

Darren enjoys annoying us ah.. He made us walk back to Woodlands instead of taking bus by saying, "ALL SO FAT ALREADY STILL WANT TO TAKE BUS!!!!"

TSK, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Well well.. I took train with Jj, Andy & Christine.. Met A at Bukit Batok to catch the movie Megamind! Omg, 5/5 stars for it! But I thought it could be better if they were more original.. Like, this movie is a combination of ideas from Despicable me, Superman, and Mojojojo.. Still, it was an awesome movie! Headed to Bukit Timah after that for dinner.. The place that we wanna makan at was closed for renovation! :( Went to another place instead, and I thought their service sucks TTM -.- Even calculated our bill wrongly, to a sum of $31 when the bill should be around $11 only. (WTF)

So we had some difficulty flagging a cab , sometimes I really hate cab drivers who refuse to take us to our desired destination, grrrr. I quickly uploaded my rj the moment I reached home.. Unpacked my bag and bathed~ Gonna continue playing Plants V.S Zombies later! Finally I got the game~ Took it from Fri's hard disk.. Oh and NFS too~

Tomorrow is a public holiday! Yippeeee! Supposed to meet Apyh but it's too early for me as I wanna catch up on my sleep.. Shall spend the day at home or come up with new plans when I wake up..

Downloading Kzee's oct mix now! Happy kid ^^

Alright, that's about it :) Bye!

POLite

I AM SO TIRED OMG I CAN JUST DIVE INTO MY BED AND ZZZZZZZZZZZZ NOW!

Okay, just a short one~

• School was ok
• Training was fun
• Glad I'm selected for POLite!
• Another training again tomorrow
• I'm dead tired, sunburn is killing me slowly

Mbt cup

Summary of today:

• MBT Cup @ TECC, the rest of the matches are postponed to the next Sunday due to bad weather.. Hmmm :/
• Left Tampines @ 6pm with Ah ong
• Slept like a dead log on the way back
• Da bao food and went up to sayang's place
• Overall, I had fun with the girls today! ^^

Ok, I promise for a decent update when I've more to blog about :P

BMW World Exhibition, MBT Cup

More pics of the cars on fb!

Finally I'm willing to update~

12/11/10

School was fun yesterday, camwhoring + doing crazy stuffs to Khai as "revenge" cos it's his birthday. Went straight to meet A after class ended cos we're heading to the BMW World Exhibition.. But before that we went Manhattan Fish Market for dinner. THE FOOD = AWESOME. I love the baked rice, omg. And the prawns too!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to go there again soon ^^ Went to the BMW World Exhibition, it was really awesome :D Spend some time hanging around there looking at the skyline before heading home.. How sweet :P

13/11/10

Went for MBT Cup @ TECC today.. Finally I met Ah ong :P Miss her lah, hehehe. Had fun with the Tchoukers today.. Gonna go there for more matches again tomorrow! Met A at Tampines as we wanted to go ECP.. Thankful to have his company :P Ended up walking around the malls due to bad weather. Reached home at about 10pm.. Gonna sleep soon coz I need to wake up early tomorrow!

Anyway I thought of taking pics for the Tchoukers if I'm not playing for POLite :P Hehehe ok enough, bye!!!!!!

(LOVEEEEE YOU BOYYYY~!)

UT starts..

Hmmm.. UT1 starts today.. Was able to finish all questions on time~

Anyway I'm tired so I'm just giving a brief update..

• Engrg design today, participated more today :D Helped out in cutting of cardboard and some drawing..
• UT after class
• Cabbed back to Woodlands with Haeks
• Ranted to A over the phone while heading to Jurong & meet him
• I feel that I don't know how to say "no" to some things :(
• Bought him ToriQ Unagi Bento~ (He loves unagi TTM TTM TTMMM)
• Makan & spent time @ his place till night
• Bought herbal tea as I'm still coughing :(
• Chat with Zp on Fb about life and stuff..
• Gonna sleep early today!

Arip's planning to go eat @ Lau pa sat together next week.. Hopefully the outing will be successful! I'm a lazy bum so I shall just end here. Bye :P

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.”

Cognitive UT tomorrow.. :( I hope I'll be able to manage it well~

School was boring today.. I thought today's module would be Engrg Design, it ended up to be Physics. A pity I didn't bring Sheepy, else I'd hug him to sleep during break time :P Thank goodness I contributed my part to the powerpoint slides, but most of the time throughout the day I'm seriously daydreaming..

Stayed back in the class even though lesson's over due to some misunderstanding between the security and my class.. -.-" Met laling and Haeks, headed to subway and bought my food, took a cab back to Woodlands.

Oh and just to sidetrack for a while.. I am rather disappointed about what taogay has actually did with that girl. Oh my. We have told him, advised him to clean up the mess and not go any further.. It's all up to him now..

Yeh ummm so I took train with Haeks, heart-to-heart talks are always the best :) Was feeling a lil troubled over some issues, but after the chat with me I felt much better! So I went to Pang's place and makan, hanged around there till 6pm and left cos she had to leave for tuition.. I'm glad that Os are finally ending, they're gaining freedom for about 5-6months soon! :D

Ohhh and before I forget, thanks A for helping me with my Physics problem today.. ;) Lub-err-zz ! :D Really sweet to have A talking on the phone with me all the way till I reach school.. Awwww~ I thought it'd really be impractical if he were to get up early in the morning and accompany me all the way to Woodlands -.-" Oh well, but some impractical things can really be romantic too~ :P

Gonna have a short nap, then wake up and study later!

Bye :)

(Hi darling, love you :P)

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you..

Hello helloooooooo I am back to keep my blog alive..

Didn't update yesterday night cos I was really tired after training :/ Training was ok, at least I'm more focused compared to last Monday. My stamina dropped after I fell ill, damn :( Anyway I bought beehoon home to eat cos I was really hungry.. I think my appetite's coming back cos I'm getting better already =)

So as for today hmmm..

I woke up on time, bathed and changed, decided that I shall just rest for a while more on my bed then head to school.. I ended up sleeping till 9am, lol. Woke up, combed my hair, and went off immediately.. Just in time for the second meeting :)

Went out after class and got home at 9pm+.. Quite an awesome day I have to say :D

K I'm still pretty shocked at the news and Eben is getting hitched soon, LOL.

Goodnight bye~

Obesity is gonna screw you!

Hohoho! Class is ending soon~ Created a facebook page, which is named as the title of my post.. It's for schoolwork purpose lah. Hahaha. Anyway I'm feeling hungry now cos I didn't eat much in the morning.. Think I'll grab a pau later else I'm gonna faint during training~

I DRANK RIBENA TODAY ^___^ Cos the other day Fri was asking me if I got eat Vitamin C.. And I thought since I don't take Vit C pills, I shall drink Ribena :P

Okay I'm such a pig and I've been thinking of food food food food and still food. I need a Salmon Sashimi therapy real soon, LOL! And not forgetting Newton's food... Manhattan Fish Market.. *salivate*

I hope K's niceness is just him being purely nice, and nothing else. Cos I don't wanna go anywhere further than that.

Satay

Studied a lil today, spent the rest of the time watching Family guy videos.. I'm craving for satay and prawn mee again, LOL. Fat pig. Just a quick update cos I've got nothing much to blog about.. I'll be attending training tomorrow~ Weeeeeeee burn fats LOL.

A list of FOOD ITEMS I wanna eat soon!!!

• Chili crab
• Satay!
• Prawn mee
• Newton's sugarcane + lemon juice
• Newton's fried rice

HOHOHOHOHOHO BYE :P

Poc.

What's all these..

Voices around me.. They've all been telling me the same thing. When I'm about to give up, I think of the reason why I've been holding on for so long and I choose to go against their decision for me. Cos it's still up to me to decide what I want.

And I hope by giving both of us time before we reconcile is a correct move.

Tell me straight in the face if you think we would be unable to communicate forever/no matter how much effort is put in, and that we should just cut it clean.

While I'm in the midst of changing myself for the better, I hope you are doing so too. (Though the MSN conversation has already shown it all) Things like "I won't be harsh anymore", put words into actions please.

LOOK, I've already taken ONE BIG STEP forward to be nice. It's not just about me. What about yourself?

Things that I already know, I don't need you to tell me anymore. I know what's right and wrong.

I'm trying, and still trying, and still trying, and still trying... I hope you see that and don't see my effort as nothingness. It's a two-way thing. If I try to be better, but you don't, then don't tell me things like you wanna patch.

Things like tolerating and giving in has its limits. We're not even together now. Why would I even bother to entertain that bloody waste-of-time conversation with you being harsh to me, if I wanna give up on us?

Adventure :)

Since primary school till now, Cgx and I have only spent a whole day together by playing maplestory. Today is as though we're doing a party quest together.. From one location to another.. HOHOHO :D

Anyway.. Met him @ Bugis around 1.30pm.. Went to have lunch @ Yoshinoya, walked around and see if there's any clothes I wanna buy.. Idk is it the season or what, but the clothes just seem boring to me :( We went J.CO for donuts before leaving Bugis ^^ Cgx's treat, weeeee~! SHIOK OR WHAT!!!!!! LOL!

It was a random idea that we shall head to Vivo.. Walked around, shopped, and eventually we got bored.. So....... We decided to go Sentosa ^^ Rang up Ant and met him to go in Sentosa together. He brought us to the Merlion, and we went to Images of Singapore to find my sister after that. Her colleagues couldn't believe I'm really her sister. Like, LOL @ their reaction! We had fun there.. Took some pictures which I'm lazy to upload -.-

Headed to Resorts World and walked around.. Bought some treats from Candylicious~ ^^ Thanks Cgx for buying me the 'sand candy'.. :D Roamed till about 8pm+ and we left the island~ He wanted to send me home but I really think it's too much of a hassle for him.. He stays at Sengkang leh, -.-" So we went separate ways.. I went Jp to have dinner before heading home~

Lol and Ant actually rang me up to ask if Cgx is my new boyf.. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA LOL!

K lah, I'm gonna concentrate on drying my hair now.. Heh. Bye~

Supper! :)

Weeeeee~! I'm back home from supper! It's been really long since I last ate at Boon Lay market.. Ever since... Zzzzz don't wanna talk about it. I had prawn mee and 3 sticks of satay~ :D yummy yummmmmmmmmmy.. Was really hungry coz I didn't have dinner..

It was unplanned that Jg's joining us, but he didn't eat lah. . Think he must've been mentally tortured by how crazy we girls are :P We were laughing like mad, teasing bananaflower.. And last but not least, something...... HEHEHE~

Okkkk so we took bus back, I went home on my own coz Pang and Felt accompanied LK to get supper @ Chester.. Gonna sleep after drying my hair coz I can't afford to be late tomorrow. HEHE BYEBYE :P

A day wasted

Ahhhh, spent my day at home :(

Didn't go over to baby's place as planned, will only go over some time later.. So I was watching Korean dramas online, and took a 1hr+ nap cos my medicine took effect.. -__- SMSed banana to go for dinner with me, but she's going out soon~ Maybe I'll be joining them for supper later on.. IF I don't fall asleep -.-

Now I'm gonna gulp air to make myself feel full. Lol. K it's evening already.. I hear my baby parrot squawking non-stop, I think he wants milk before sleeping. Gonna go feed him now~ ^^

Like a dead log..

Happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends~ ^^

Today is a public holiday..Yay x 10000000 ~

I think I've been sleeping like a dead log for the past few days.. Medicine effect + tiredness.. Whoaaaaa. Ahhh, nvm -.- Anyway I slept for more than 12hours and I'm still feeling tired, wth.

Wanted to go Tampines IKEA but I woke up late so.... :( Shall just go over to baby's place later. Can't believe I'm disciplined enough to get myself outta bed to bath :P Anyway I've never been there before, I hope I won't lose my way there.. LOL..

Discussing with Cgx about where we should have donuts at tomorrow, hohoho! I don't know what's with the donut crave ever since P03 of Communication module. HAHAHA! I'm suggesting to go J.CO but not sure whether it's convenient for him though, hmm. . I think the last time I went to J.CO was with SgTS girls.. And it's about 1year ago I suppose.

K I'm gonna have a quick bite and take my medicine now!! Bye~

I gotta keep on going..

Went to school today though I'm still feeling unwell.. Hmmm..

Was really distracted, couldn't focus.. Went down to W4 for brunch with the usual people.. Bought rice but ended up eating a few mouthfuls only.. No appetite :( Took my medicine once I went back to class, and I slept for 1hr+ during the second break.. Contributed my part to the powerpoint slides~

I was really fidgety and kept disturbing Loges, ahahahaha :P Shared a cab with laling(:P) and beansprout back to Woodlands Mrt after class ended.. Slept on the train while I headed to Somerset. . Had dinner @ Pastamania! Ohhh Kevin really grew much taller :P

Walked around till 8pm+ and headed home, with no shopping bags :( Feeling too ill to shop, argh. When I recover I'll make sure I get new clothes + new footwear + new bag ~ ^^

I hope I'll be heading over to baby's place tomorrow~ If not I'll rest at home for the first half of the day, then decide if I should go to...

K lah do Rj now, bye!

MC

Really nice song shared by Haeks..

Yay, antibiotics FTW :D I always recover much more faster when I'm on antibiotics.. Woke up at 8am+ today, bathed and changed then I headed out to the clinic.. Was more crowded than what I expected, hmm.. Waited for approximately 45mins.. While waiting I received several phonecalls from W34D mates and my replies were all the same -.- Headed to JP for brunch! Had hotcakes @ Mac.. Attempted to buy socks but it was too early and most of the shops were still closed :/

Went home and I fed baby parrot ^^ Really love stroking his head, mad adorable :B Took my medicine but I didn't sleep immediately.. Surfed the net till I began to feel drowsy then I slept. I think I took a 6hr nap, lol. Gonna have fish soup later before I take my medicine again.. Hmmm..

This bloody Arif and Khairi~ Said if I don't go school tomorrow, they'll come finding me with a dustbin.. HAHAHAHAH :P Anyway I'm on 1-day MC only so I'll definitely be going school tomorrow.. =)

I wanna go Watson and get some stuff but I'm kinda lazy :( Think I'll get them another day.. Ahhhhhh I hope I will get my ass off the bed and head over to bananaflower's place later :/

Byeeee! Thanks all for your wishes~ I will get well soooon~!

If you can see how a girl feels without her telling you, then you definitely deserve her heart.

Yooohooo~ Finally back home after a loooong day..

Hanged around in class for a while before leaving.. Walked back to Causeway with K then we took a cab to Clementi for KOI =D ! We spent an hour there, -__-" Yes the queue was like superrrrr long.. Hanged around Clementi while finishing up our drinks.. Talked about first impressions, and I'm pretty surprised that I look like the girl he used to fancy. Hmmmm.

Anyway we went back by train.. Headed to Jun's place and had crab again~ =) Forced her to make Ribena for me :B We hanged around till 8pm and went down to JP and meet Hy for dinner. Watched them eat as I had no appetite :/ Hy asked me lots about the issue.. Hmmm like what I told everyone who showed concern to me, I am going to take time off and thoroughly think about it.. I'm really affected by how harsh he was. Sigh.

Anyway I am really touched to see W34D mates coming over to my class to check on me.. Really thankful to have them by my side!

ANDDDD W34G classmates too~! Though they're still pretty new to me.. But we've all clicked well.. They're really nice and caring. I'm sorry if I frightened any of them with the sudden burst of tears this noon.. Informed Nash & Arif I'm not going school tomorrow cos I'm really sick.. And Arif actually suggested that he comes Jurong to keep me company. CRAZY ASSHOLE, LOL! I was hoping for a 2-days MC.. But he keeps bugging me to go school on Thursday cos we're in the same team =.= Will see how it goes..

K gonna dry my hair and go on Funshion~ Bye!

AH CHOOOOO~

Was contemplating if I should go school or go to the doctor today.. Hmmm.. Spent some time rolling in bed and decided that I shall attend school.. Having Engrg Design module today. . No worksheet, no presentation, hands on only~ Heh. Kept sneezing and sneezing the whole morning..

Went to W4 for brunch with the usual people again. Jerome and I were eating the chicken with hatred.. Hahaha. John and his stupid idea of..... LOL. Adorable much though.. We were talking about first close friend and impressions of each other in W34D. Felt much more light-hearted chatting with them.. Feel like going up to GJ's class and talk to him :/

*It's noon already~* Have been blogging slowly since morning..

Yeah, like what K said, "So many good fishes out there!!!!!" He's treating me to makan after school 8-) !

I can cry as many times as I wanna cos... At the end of the day, all that matters is I will move on =) Step by step, tidying up everything that's related to A.. And pictures will all be removed/untagged soon..

Direct translation from Chinese: Can take up, must know how to put down. And I will.. Because.. Pain already then I'll know how to drop it. =')

If there's a day that A can find his "ideal" girl, I'd give him my best wishes.. Someone who can provide him with what I can't.

Because, I am human. And humans make mistakes.

Will blog again later~

Goodbye.

He requested for some important items back.. Met up a while ago to return the stuff. We're officially on our own now.

Training was bad.. I hurt quite a few of my fingers and yes they swelled. ZzzZzzZzz -.- Many newbirds today, and I'm glad that Sheri actually came! Performance for today was below average. Lol. 坚强不代表不会分心啊。。

但是。。八点多时。。我再也忍不住了。。跑到球场外去大哭一场。。舒服多了!!

I'm glad that not only are my dear ones giving me full support, the Tchoukball girls are also too..

Really touched by xx, "Do you need a hug?" *open arms wide* And not forgetting Trace, who was really concerned about my swell-like-pig-fingers =.=.. The cuddle from Eunice was really warm =')

I'll make sure I practice "mind over body" the during the next training. Not gonna let anyone down =) And most importantly, not to let myself down!

Just measured my temperature and it's certain that I'm having a fever. Didn't bath after training, walked in the strong winds & rain while trying to flag a cab.. Not forgetting that I'm still having a flu + cough.. Sigh, -.- Like what I told Cgx, confirm kena fever. Not sure if I should still _____ tomorrow now that I'm having a fever. Hmmm. . . Will see how it goes.. Gonna dry my hair, pack my bag and turn in soon.

I feel cold and I can feel heat all over my body at the same time. FML :(

B yeeeee.

End of story

就到此为止了。

I tried my best. It seems that I'm still an unappreciative partner.

Yeah, all good things have to come to an end. Time to moveeeee on!

xx : "Why you so strong?? Why never cry?? Cry leh~~~~"

ANNOYING MAX, LOL!

Keeping it together

I gotta keep myself together :'(

No matter how upset/moody etc.. Even if I'm really broken apart.. I'm still gonna try my best and keep myself together.

Sighhhh :'( It's only when I fell, then I realized it's not as easy as I thought to pick myself up. I feel like running away from reality and tell myself he's still the one who loved and doted me that much. I'm just feeling.. It's getting lesser and lesser :/

Time is indeed the best way to show one's heart. And I think I overrated him way too much. . I did my best, I was understanding for situations that I know cannot be avoided. It's the least bit he could do, which is to remember I'm still waiting for him to get back to me. Excuses like "I've got other things to think about.." I don't wanna hear such crap.

If you have the heart to do something, you'll definitely make an effort to remember.

I bet his heart wasn't even there in the beginning.