Vitamin F

Spent my evening with Jun & her family, it was really nice =) Feels great to be with her family..

Anyway.. Was craving for KOI since last night, so today I bugged Jun to go all the way to Clementi with me just to get KOI -.- BUT she's wonderful enough to go with me, hehehe LOVE DIE HER!

Went back to her place in the evening and we had crabs.. Yummy yummy~ Hy was teaching me the correct way to eat the crab legs.. Hahaha, professional lehhhh :P Lots of fun & laughter cos we were teasing her about a really hilarious facial expression she made.. Went to Jun's cousin's place after eating to pass them stuff, and then to J.west to pass another cousin stuff.. Stopped by the market place and bought food.. I wasn't really hungry so I only bought a popiah.

Back to her place and hanged around till 10pm+ before I went to Jp & pass A his KOI milk tea. Went home straight after that, feeling really moody at the fact that he can actually forget he's supposed to meet me. Well, sigh :/

Since A's dad's flight is this Thursday and till now he hasn't got back to me with a definite answer, I've already planned my Thursday evening. Sighhhhh towards the end of 2010, things between us don't seem to be going smoothly.

I see the importance of family to him, I am in no position to interrupt/interfere. Think I'll just go back to the original lifestyle I used to lead.. Getting my schedule packed with meeting my dear ones whenever I have free time.. Got my week planned already.. Hopefully everything will go according to plan..

Gonna dry my hair and pack my bag now. Not feeling tired, grrr. Bye.

Btw, RP on the news again. 3rd time in a week. Lol.

I want TQ

It's a lovely Saturday but I'm spending the whole day at home.. Supposed to meet Cgx today but he wasn't sure about the time he could meet me hence we postponed it to next week~ ^^! Can't wait to see him.. How "fit" he has become, LOL! Got lots to talk about..

I wanna have Tori Q for dinner but there's no one who can keep me company :( Not gonna ask my girls cos I know they need to study.. Grrrrr :( Soon, they'll have lots of time and I can nua as much as I want at their house.

2010 is ending soon.. This year passed by really quickly.. I could only recall working for the first 4 months of the year, studied for half a year, then 2 months of holidays, and school just started again.. Whoa. I've lots of wonderful memories created in this year.. Made tons of new friends, and they're really awesome. (wonderful too)

Of cos, there's bound to be unpleasant issues too.. But I shan't let it affect me =) Looking forward to Christmas.. Gonna start making my own plans, since A won't be spending it with me. I hope I can spend it together with Dell team again.. Havoc~

The "clubbing atmosphere" at Agora hall yesterday.. Familiar songs.. Reminded me of.. Hmmm. Felt really weird lah :/ Blahhhhhhh it's all in the past anyway. Oh so Arif & Sheri were asking me when is my birthday, and whether I'd be spending it with A. They actually had plans to organize and go clubbing together with me.. But I already made plans for my 18th birthday like.... 1 year ago :P HAHAHAHAHAHHAA! Meet Dell team @ PH entrance for my birthday celebration! ^^ Okay I'm getting excited already. It's like still darn far away. LOL!

I wanna party till 6am ^^Y

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Think I'll go jogging later on. . Shed shed shed shed more kilos! Talking about weight.. I'm surprised Khai & Arif managed to carry me for so many times -.-" Carry + run, LOL! NOT BAD AHHHHHH! I'm not light okay! Superrrr heavy zzzzz. Now I became "famous" because I'm the one who always kena carried away.. Made friends with a few peeps opposite my class.. They're really warm & friendly :D

(damn I hear thunder. PLEASE DON'T RAIN AKU WANNA JOG)

Hmmm. Helping Cgx to find picturse online now.. Idk why he needs those pictures but just helping him out..

Tchoukball cup is coming in less than 2weeks' time. Gonna attend every single training to make sure that I can sky better!!! TUCK IN LEGS!!!! No more travelling -.-"

It's been a while since I posted such a long blog entry.. Gonna continue Funshion-ing now.. Bye^^

Bless her, :')

A's grandma is gone.. Yeah it's all so sudden. Life comes and goes.. I'm gonna learn to cherish even more now.

Anyway school was really boring today.. Many of them partial-ed and oh, I fell asleep during the 3rd meeting -.- Woke up because I felt my phone vibrate..

So hmmm, let me summarize my day..

• Carried into the handicapped toilet today -.-
• After class, went home to bath & change before heading back to RP for halloween fun!
• Music was good, but can be much better :)
• Reached home around 10.30pm
• Bathed and finally talked to sayang over the phone ^^
• Done with my rj, gonna wait for sayang's call before turning in

Goodnight bye~

Dustbin girl

They claim to be Westlife/Backstreet boys -.- LOL!

My day was awesomeeeee :D ! Heehee.

Cognitive problem today was boring.. But still, I had fun throughout the day. During lunch we were camwhoring on my laptop's webcam, then we went on to Khai's laptop for more camwhoring..

And then!!!!!

All of a sudden, Khairi and Arif carried me up and chiong out of the classroom, placed me NICELY on top of the dustbin -.- WTH LOL. I was feeling helpless trying to get myself out of the bin while laughing like mad at the same time. Then, I thought everything was over.. A short while later.. ROUND 2 ! They carried out round 2 cos some of the guys were complaining, "EH NOBODY TOOK PICS?!?!?!?!?!"

So this time round I managed to struggle and free one of my legs for a short while, but still they managed to carry me out of the class and put me on top of the bin again -___- Errrr, people from other classes were like O.O when they walked past.

ROUND 3 = LOGES'S TURN! ^^ Not only was he carried and dumped into the bin, he was pushed down down down :P

What can I say? I have a superrrr duperrrr uberrrrr crazy class and I love them pretty much :D

Oh and other than A, so far these 2 guys are the only ones who have carried me :/ ERRRR, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

Soooo.. After class I took a cab back to Woodlands with Bob & Jerome, took Mrt back straight.. Was really tired and intended to bath & take a nap once I get home. Yeah, I ended up staying awake and I shall not take any naps at all then.

Heehee, bye ^^

Tchouk training

Camwhoring with ex-classmates in my new classroom ^^Y

AWESOMEEEEEE DAY =D

Today's module.. Physics. As usual, Luyang was the pro and he explained to everyone in the team slowly.. Felt kinda bad cos I made him repeat a couple of times as I couldn't understand the question.. Presentation went quite smoothly :)

Went to W4 and grabbed a waffle after class, sudden hunger -.- Thanks Sheri for keeping me company! Went to Haeks' class and disturbed him and he "attacked" me from the back while I was making my way back to my classroom. Damn, I really miss W34D :( Anyway Sufi came over to meet Sheri & I, and we camwhored for a short while.. Went E5 and hanged around with the Tchouk girls in Xx's class. Her classmates = Jokers, they really made me laugh so hard :D

Many people attended training today.. Was pretty fun. Xx was shocked that my ball passing has made great improvement, lol. Yes I'm shocked too. Idk why I had so much strength today, oh well.. I wanna JUMP LIKE A KANGAROOOO! NO MORE LANDINGGGG!

Left Rp around 9pm, made my way back and met Js for the cookies :D Yummy yum yum ^^

I'm done with unpacking + packing my bag, gonna dry my hair and turn in soon~

(I hope) Tomorrow shall be a good day!

Goodnight, bye ^^

Don't stop smiling, cos you'll never know who's in love with your smile.

& I will keep smiling :D

Upset.

I am not in the mood to blog, but just to keep it alive.. A short one will do.

• School was awesome cos Ly taught me how to draw the diagram ^^
• Had ayam penyet again!
• Ty bought drinks for me during lunch :)
• Presentation was pretty alright
• Mrt trip to Novena with Haeks & Vian was extremely hilarious. Haeks was whining, sharing his agony :P (I feel him,I really do)
• Didn't really enjoy the evening with A

I don't understand why he'll never realize he's raising his voice at me.

I don't understand why am I always made to look like the bad guy.

Fuck lah, I got no mood. Seriously. Friday = Let off some steam.

Champions!

Heyyy! Finally back to blogging.. Have been really lazy, :/

Anyway.. I'm glad RP Tchoukball Girls clinched the championship.. And good job guys, who came in 2nd!

23/10/10

I rushed off to meet sayang right after the prize presentation as we've got a concert to catch @ 8pm.. Was slightly late, thank goodness we didn't miss much of it. The concert was awesome! Went Bt Timah for some good food before we headed back home :)

24/10/10

Slept till noon, woke up, bathed, lunch, went to meet sayang and studied together. We're gonna allocate every Sunday to study together if we've got no other activities going on~

Today!

School was great, had fun doing math. Had ayam penyet during the first break hence didn't eat during lunch time. OMG, SO YUMMMMY!!!!!! *salivate* Anyway class ended on time, met Haeks, taogay and Bob and we took a cab to Woodlands mrt. Ok, so I became the joke topic on our way there.

These 3 fellas were sitting at the back seats, discussing about me being underage, still 17, 1 more year to legal clubbing & m18 movies. So I saw the cab uncle giggle a lil.. Next, they were discussing about Paranormal activity 2 scenes. After listening to their description, I actually asked a very dumb qn -.-

"Nobody talk in the movie ah?"

LOL, IDK WHY DID I ASK THAT QN -.-

So they began to disturb me with things like..

"Yah all subtitles only. Then when the girl screaming, they will put (*girl screams*)"

"When the girl very scared, they will put (*i am scared*)"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA even the cab uncle was laughing like mad :/

K, that's just silly of me. Bob laughed so hard he lied on Haeks. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA!

K lah.. I spent some time with my lil baby parrot, now I'm gonna take a nap :D Bye!

One day before IVP

It's friday. Tomorrow is the day.

I am feeling nervous since early this morning, LOL.

Today's plan would be..

School.

Head home after school.

Rest.

Pack my stuff.

Rest.

Of cos, in between there'll be some miscellaneous activities. .

Lesson's boring today :( Had some watermelon juice + a chicken pau during the first break.. Tried the Ayam Penyet @ W4 Food Haven.. Had a mouthful of rice from taogay, and a piece of meat from vian. OMG IT'S MAD YUMMY!!!! Gonna have it for lunch once I'm not sick anymore :D

K, back to lesson.. Bye~

IKEA

Whoa, I'm feeling really worn out. Making an effort to blog so sayang has something to read -.-

Anyway school was fine as usual, today's module was cognitive. Some topic related to philosophy.. Hmmm, interesting but it became a lil boring. Had breakfast with the usual W34D mates at Food Haven during the first break.. It's been years since I last had half-boiled eggs.

Had sliced fish soup for lunch and my usual fruit juice. Hmmmm, presentation went pretty smoothly.. Hanged around W6 with Sheri & company till it was almost 5.30pm, then I went off to meet the Tchouk team. Left RP @ 6pm+ and headed to Tampines IKEA for dinner~

It's my 2nd day going to the East side within this week. Lol. And it's my first time going to Tampines IKEA, only been to the one in Queensway..

Food was awesome, had a great time with them. Discussed about team/self goals and also what cheer we would be using. Besides that, we were briefed about the upcoming competition's details.. Left at close to 10pm and took a cab to Tampines MRT. I'm really thankful that sayang came all the way to Tampines and meet me =) It's really great to have him as company on the long trip back home.. And we had fun on the train, talking about lots of nonsense. Now I can converse with him in simple malay :P

That's about it. I AM SOOOOO TIRED MY LEGS FEEL LIKE JELLY EVEN WHEN I ATTEMPT TO STAND UP =(

Gonna dry my hair and sleep! Bye^^

ECP

Physics was awesome today! I think I was in the *awake* mode today cos I had plenty of rest ^_^ Anyway, class ordered pizza for lunch! Yummy =) I met darling at Woodlands after class ended, and we made our way to ECP :D Stopped at Parkway for dinner before heading over to ECP..

Yes it's the East, so we can't watch sunset. But it was still pretty romantic leh :B

Left the place at close to 8pm and made our way home.. We spent almost the whole day together today. Omggggg, Vitamin L :D Oh yeah he did went to work, but due to his itch, he left early and went to the doctor. Glad that he got a referral letter to NUH! ^^

I'm still sick and I'm lazy to update more, :/

I'm excited to attend Vian's friend's party this Sunday! Hopefully it's not too late, next day got school leh.. :/

Alright gonna talk to A for a while on the phone before turning in! Bye ~

Sick :(

I took a nap from 5.30pm, and I woke up at 11.30pm. 6 hours of rest is equivalent to how long I usually have at night. Hmmmm.. But I took flu medicine again, so I'm sleepy now -.-

Quickly finished up the survey and RJ before it's 12am.. Rang sayang the moment I woke up coz I can't believe that it's already 11.30pm.. I'm such a pig, :/Anyway I think it's the weather + sis who passed me her virus -.-" Damn, better recover before Saturday!

School was fine, I really can't do designing at all. Not the least bit. That's why I failed art and D&T, LOL! I'm a F&N student leh.. What to do? Cook lor! ._.

Went home straight after class ended to rest.. Was really pale, LOL! I looked as though I'll pass out any moment. I made it home on my own, safely =D

10 more days, and sayang's mum and sis would be flying back to Dubai. I hope he had a great time with them for the past 2 months, and I mean quality + quantity.. =) Don't be too upset okay darling!

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Os are starting tomorrow.. I remembered those days, when it was me who's taking the exam.. Whoa, chicken essence everyday :P Wish my girls all the best!

Time for bed! Good night ^^

IVP

School was fine, :D Like what A said, it's a great way to start the week with the companionship of each other on the train :) I'm glad he managed to meet me this morning and that he doesn't mind taking the red line.. Awwwww~

Had training from 6pm-9pm today.. Whoa, I really don't know why was I so damn distracted by random thoughts. I even hit myself with the ball, lol -.- I'm glad that an opportunity to take part in the upcoming IVP competition this Saturday is opened up to me.. I'm really really sorry that I can't join A and his sister for the concert, this is a superrrrrrr last minute notice.. Think I'll bring him to have some good food on my next pay to make up for this :( Sorry darlingggggggg !

Anyway I already dropped Ybl a text saying I'll be joining the team this Sat.. Yayyyyy, I hope I don't screw things up .__." Asked A along to watch the match.. Omgggg I better don't use the ball and hit myself, throw face only :P

K lah, gonna pop a flu pill down before I turn in. And not forgetting, a short chat with my darling too :)

xoxo!

Court shoes, IKEA fooood! :D

Yay, today was awesome =) !

Met A in the late noon coz I wanted to get my court shoes from Queensway Shopping Centre.. We ended up alighting the Mrt at Clementi to get KOI first :P Queue was really long, and the weather's such a bitch. Bumped into Vian there, was queuing right behind her :P Got our drinks and took a cab straight there.. Took us quite a while before I found the right pair of shoes.. I'm thankful to have A by my side today for the shoe-hunt :D Grabbed 2 pieces of Fbt shorts before leaving for IKEA..

Had dinner at IKEA's cafe, the queue was really long.. But food = Thumbs up ^^

We hanged around at the BGL park again before heading home. OMG, there's sooooooooooooooooo many BGLs today -.-" And all we could see were shadows, lol!!!! I love, really really love talking about good old times :D Memories.. Awwww :')

Left the place at about 10pm and went home.. Gonna pack my stuff before turning in =D

Thank you darling for the wonderful day, it was really awesome and full of Vitamin L ^^

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I don't have the best of everything.

How do I stay happy?

Answer: Make the best out of everything I have, and be contented =D

"Good morning sweetheart :)"

I no longer wanna get up early and look forward to receiving his text, his sweet good morning text. It's just my false hope that he'll still be doing it till now. He was so nice to drop me a good morning text everyday, and as time passes... Yeah, it got lesser and eventually *poofs!* disappears. .

Think Ralph was the best buddy who never failed to make my day start well with a good morning text for the past few months after me & him went separate ways. How can I compare a close buddy to A ? -_- Oh whatever. Really sucks to think that in his eyes, I am an unappreciative partner. I really wonder what else does he expect from me, what else?!?!!?!?!!?!

我快喘不过气了。I should just go missing for one whole day and sees if anyone even realizes that. Hah :/ Training tomorrow, shall just sweat it all out and stop thinking about all these problems for that few hours.. Haizzz. I try not to think about all the lil things that's making me upset, but those lil things really make up a big portion of me :(

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Thanks Tracy for that.. Really makes sense. I am human, and this is all I can do.

:'(

I just wanna post this again:

I want a guy...

Who can wrestle with me and let me win,
Who I can talk to about anything,
Who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets,
Who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow,
Who says I love you and means it,
Who will kiss me in the rain, sunshine, and in snow,
Who calls unexpectedly,
Who realizes I say things but don't always mean them,
Who I can go swimming with on hot days,
Who can tell me his problems and let me help,
Who will tell me I'm beautiful,
Who is simply mine to hold..

Is A the one?..

Can't sleep coz I'm feeling upset :'( Feels great to make my blog private..

I kept asking myself WHY does A think I'm unappreciative, WHY does he think I am not understanding.. Especially when I am REALLY trying my best, giving it all.

After a break up, many things are bound to become more sensitive when we've got back together. I really wonder, why does he ask me if I love him/love him still as much every now and then. Have I been loving him less? No! Perhaps it's just the way I express it which causes him to feel that way. On my part I feel that he has changed, no longer treating me as sweet, BUT he is STILL sweet. I do remember all the lil things he has done for me, and I am DEFINITELY thankful that all that happened :)

I'm greedy and I definitely want such attention from him once again, :( What a bad girlfriend I am..

I hope things will work out fine between us again, I hate having quarrels/misunderstandings every now and then. Spoils nothing but our closeness.

Love him much, does he know that I'm really trying my best? Or does he see that all I'm doing is just demanding for more than what he can provide me with? :'( I am contented, I just kinda miss how extreeeemely sweet he was back then..

I always love this quote from John's profile : Seek solution instead of blaming..

Whenever something bad happens between us, I don't wanna blame, I wanna raise the issue up so that we can figure out the most suitable solution..

:(

To be better

Celebrated Crystal's birthday in advance yesterday with Dell team :) Had dinner and cake cutting session with them, but did not join for the horror movie :P

K I'm still pretty stunned @ the fact that J&S has something for me. Lol. They're both not my type, not the least bit :/ They should love each other and be together. Nah, kidding -.-

Anyway I met A at Raffles Place to take the train home together after that.. We ended up having a chit chat session at the BGL park, lol. It was really warm there :(

As for today, I spent time with him & his family for the whole evening. Bowling & had dinner =)

I am changing for the better, I hope he is too.

Hurt my pride when he used 'ACJC' to compare with 'RP'.

Thanks for the finger, he's the first guy who did that to me and the next time he does it again I'll make sure I slap him in the face. 我说到做到。

He thinks I am still not understanding, still inflexible. How much further does he want me to go? Everyone has their own limits, he claims that I take everything he does for granted. Doesn't he do that to me at times? Tired of quarreling and I think it's really a better choice for me to keep mum about what is upsetting me between us from today onwards.

Stress and problems I face? Learn to manage them on my own, and speak to someone who's understanding enough if I'm really going berserk.

K enough of ranting, bye goodnight..

Scientific thinking

Today's problem was cognitive, hmmm. Problem was kinda crappy. Scientific thinking in love, oh well -.- Don't people always say that love cannot be explained? -___-" Manage to complete our presentation using the resources we collected.. Ended at 3.30pm, met Sheri & GJ outside my class for a short chat before leaving.. We're not lazy today okay! We walked back to Woodlands ^_^ The journey was pretty fun, coz Haeks, Taogay and Bob kept acting blur to disturb me about the cute guy .___. He really gives me the Jam feeling lah!!!!!!!

Anyway I had yami yogurt and turkey breast sub for lunch :) Trying my best to stay healthy~! Need to shed more kilos man.. Went home to put my stuff before heading out to get my hair done.. Touched up on the black roots and it was pretty cheap :D Finally, all brown once again ^^

Went home and rest for a short while.. Grabbed my stuff and went Jp to meet him. Awkward. Nothing but awkward. But I'm glad we're fine now.. And I'm such a bad girl to walk out of him just like that. Had our "patch up meal" at Thai Express, it was awesome.. But fattening -__-"

Yay, we're lovey dovey again. Bye houseflies, all of you suck -.- Especially A, he's a sickening pervert.

Gonna hold this darling of mine tight and not be such a bad girl anymore. Remove the words "break" and "up" between us :)

XX : Mental strength

School was fine, I was in the same team as the guy who gives me the "Jam Hsiao feeling" again. Physics faci is lame TTM. He cracks jokes which don't even seem like jokes, and then says, "Hmmm looks like I need to try harder, haha."

WTF?!?!?!?!?! -___-"

Met the usual people during first break for milo peng again, =) And as for lunch, I only had Yami Yogurt.. Yeh so I was pretty hungry during the 3rd meeting -.-

Oh whatever. Presentation was pretty fine, and I have to say that I didn't contribute much coz most of the work was done by Eric. Ended around 3.35pm? Rushed down with Ty to meet Belle & Vian to go Koufu for some food (YAYYYYY). Had noodles and I'm glad to have Ty & company to hang around with me till almost 6pm, then I went for training. .

I am still having muscle ache but I decided to be a good girl and not skip training today ^_^

I hurt my left index finger, it's pretty much not flexible now.. Hope it'll be fine soon! Xx was talking about mental strength and I thought I really need that.. Hmmm.. I'm glad my left side scoring improved! Slowly slowly, the confidence is building up..

Spent some time alone after training, called my baobei & cried, and after that all I needed was to spend some time on my own to tidy up my thoughts.. In the day time, I put on a strong front.. I think I'm the weakest when the night falls deeper.

Last night was a wet-the-pillow-night. Tonight, it shall be the same..

Sigh, good night, bye :(

Day 1

So I've been blogging short entries every now and then, I shall do a summary for today now..

Awkward much when everyone has just settled down. I felt like being an anti social kid for the whole day, lol! But yeah anyway I slightly better to see a familiar face in the class, heh. Btw 2 of my orientation camp team mates are in the classrooms opposite mine! =) It's been a while since I last saw them.. Alright anyway class was fine, my Engineering Design faci looks like a blur teddy bear :P

During the 3rd meeting I thought time passed rather quickly. Well, maybe cos I'm distracted with other stuff -.- Everything was fine, until this Indian girl (I AM NOT RACIST HOR) was presenting.. It was all normal, until she started to say one whole chunk of words and her accent was really like.. WHOA. BLOODY HELL FUNNY LAH!!!!!!!!!! I was trying my utmost best not to even giggle cos it's really rude, but Arif started giggling and I couldn't help it and I giggled too :X

Had a short quiz before ending class.. Shared a cab back to Woodlands with the usual W34D mates :)

Anyway, I was pretty annoyed by M today. F lah, not close to him, don't ask so much or say so much right!!!!

If I knew DB MIGHT be joining RC, I wouldn't have change IG lor.. HAHAHAHAHA PURE NONSENSE :P K lah, that sums up today.. Learning to stay strong on both the outside and inside, lol. Bye~

P/s. I don't go around badmouthing you to my friends. Just IN CASE, that's you and your assumption again.

Warm up

Alright, I see that the laughter is beginning to come in after having lunch.. Omg, Arif is so damn annoying. He's on webcam with his friend then he's asking me a nonsensical question..

"How to make girl happy ah? Show her my dick ah? HAHAHAHAHAHAH!"

Omg, I'm glad to have crazy classmates again :D And there's one quiet genius in my team today, lol. Seems like an introvert but he managed to come up with all the sketches and calculations.. WOW.

Sheri came over during lunch to say hi to my classmates.. And omg, she shared with me a video that made me laugh uncontrollably. LOL! K lah I wanna nap before faci comes back, bye~ =)

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Had lunch with W34D mates and I heard from taogay there's a really hot waterpolo guy in his class.. DAMN IT :( He was telling me how awesome his build is.. *nose bleed* HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Too good to be true

I've always thought I found the right guy, the one who made me think that not all guys are the same, he's the different one. Or should I say; one in a million.

So for the past 6months, it was pretty good and I am still glad to know that his Mum likes me that much. How upsetting, but it ended abruptly.

I asked for it.

No longer puppy love, don't bring up the word "break" in every argument. No I don't do that. This time I brought it up because I thought it's time he plan out his life and schedule. Back then he had more time for me due to different work place, and he had lesser activities. Now that he's moved on to this new job for quite some time, and I'm also used to it. Besides days which he has class, he's packed with something else on almost every single day.

Most probably meeting him tonight to return some important items.

All good things come to an end. And this is the end.

~!@#$%

I wanna celebrate and live my life.

Tchouking

Back to tchouking again.. It's been 1month+ since I last attended training, goodness, rusty TTM. Anyway xx decided that training for today shall be less intensive cos quite a number of the girls are falling sick/ALREADY sick. We ended pretty early, at 4.30pm.. So today's training lasted for 2.5hrs only. And here I am, sitting on my bed..... Aching :( Shit lah LOL.

Xx briefly ran through the details of the friendly match in Nov.. So our team is called Tim Tam, lol. What an adorable name!!!!!!!!! :P I was pretty excited, but after I got to know who's in the team, I suddenly feel like I'm totally gonna pull the team's performance down -___- I'm sucha noob, :(

Haizzzzz k so I headed home at about 6pm+ and bathed again when I reached home, despite bathing after training. Went to ask about the cost of getting my hair dyed before heading home.. I can't stand this half black half brown thingy any longer, lol.

School's starting tomorrow and I'm sooooo not prepared. Gonna sleep early tonight, and I definitely will be able to sleep early due to the energy used up today.. As usual, gonna have a short chat with sayang before turning in..

"Missing you just runs too deep, oh I can't breathe, thinking of your smile.."

Love you much darling ;)

Tumblr:

I want a guy...

Who can wrestle with me and let me win,

Who I can talk to about anything,

Who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets,

Who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow,

Who says I love you and means it,

Who will kiss me in the rain, sunshine, and in snow,

Who calls unexpectedly,

Who realizes I say things but don't always mean them,

Who I can go swimming with on hot days,

Who can tell me his problems and let me help,

Who will tell me I'm beautiful,

Who is simply mine to hold..

I think I found this guy eh? Mr. A ;)

=D

I'm a happy girl now :) Was on the phone with sayang earlier on before he turned in. I am still so glad to know how much his Mum likes me, and I really like how welcoming she is as well :D Lil things like that can keep me feeling this awesome for a looong loooooong while :P

As the night falls deeper, and I'm still wide awake, I'm thinking of how he confessed to me over the phone and the whole conversation lasted us about 4-5hours.. And we both only turned in around 5am+ -.-" Awwww I miss my sugarrrrr so much now :(

Kena reject once online still not enough, still daring enough to go for round 2.. HAHAHAHAHA.. That's my thick skinned but sweet darling :P I really wonder where did he get all that courage and perseverance from, hahahhahahahahahaa. Can't help but to laugh at his silly acts..

It's been half a year and every now and then when we talk about those good old days, I never get sick of it :') Everything seems like.. Just happened a short while back.. Never knew he's become the someone special to me =D "Downloading completed?" "Almost, almost.." "Yay!" Hahaha this silly boy, that's our secret :P

"You stay Jurong West too?"

"Yeah, near Jp.."

"OMG WE CAN GO TO WORK TGT I STAY AT JW OPPOSITE JP!!!!!!"

Another one would be.. "So, are we together now??" "What do you think hmmmm?" "YESSSSSSSAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (btw when he screamed, it was 3am+ in the wee hours)

Ahhhhhhhhh, those wonderful memories.................

Love you much and miss you truck loads darling :D If I could, I'd love to video down the whole courting process and watch it as a movie..

xoxo ~

Gonna turn in now!

Wedding

Okay, so eventually I did attend Sheri's sister's wedding. I thought it's gonna be too late for me to go, but John & Haris waited for me. Didn't stay there for long though. Had a short catch up session with them, it was a pretty good one :) They kept asking me when is it my turn to get married, not so soon lah~ Long way to go, LOL.

Lol, idolizing. Omg, he's really my idol. Yes, him. LOL! Like was sayang said, I really have a thing for artistic people. (sayang's not artistic at all though -.-) That's why it took him quite a while to make me stop feeling annoyed by him, hahahahahaha :P

Anyway I went back home straight after attending the wedding.. And here I am -.- Wanted to meet sayang, but I was too lazy to wait for him to be done bathing and all.. So I thought I should just go home straight. :/ I don't like the fact that school's starting and I have to make friends with strangers again. I hope my class will be fun eh, :/

Gonna bath before sleeping later.. Bye :)

Night Safari Halloween Fright~

Pictures are not really in order, and not all pictures are here.. All are on Fb :)

The female ghost who DIE DIE MUST SCREAM WIN Colin :P

I'm scared of clowns :(

This is sayang's new scandal :P

Mr. 1 long joke, 2 short joke.

The one who kept chasing Edwin, hahahahahaha :D

Wooooooo :D Last night was really awesome. I think I screamed quite a lot, lol :X Anyway, ang bear bear really isn't human. He's totally not scared of anything at all lah!!!! Thank goodness I had sayang with me, so I could just cling on to him whenever I'm scared -.- Edwin was the most timid one, hehehe.

I thought the tram ride was pretty awesome, coz the night safari staff really created the eerie atmosphere.. According to pig, sentosa lose to them in this aspect :P We saw our dear friends Elephy and Hipopy, and also Angbearbear there. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Hipopy really stinks, :P

Anyway I really got a big shock in the Gui Mansion.. The staff said the characters would be really close to us, but won't touch us and we shouldn't touch them too.. But they didn't say they'll throw things down.. Ahhhhhhhh :'( After the hair-throwing part, I totally held on to sayang so tightly all the way -___- There was one character who was really nice.. Saw my frightened face, just step back and let me go. LOL!

So sweaty and stinky after a whole night spent there.. Left with sayang straight after the Gui Mansion coz he had to rush to his cousin's place.. So we took a cab together.. Dropped him off @ Bangkit and I went back home.. Whoa, feels great after a cold shower :)

Supposed to attend Sheri's sister's wedding today.. But due to unforeseen circumstances, I didn't go.. Oh and sayang is at his cousin's wedding now.. Talking about void deck wedding.. Reminds me of Wen Xuan, who used to tease me about what if sayang and I gets married eventually, my wedding is gonna be held at a void deck blablabla.. LOL! This naughty girl, -.-!

K honestly I had no idea why Malay weddings are mostly held at the void deck until sayang explained to me, hmmm..

Gonna text plate later on and confirm whether we're meeting for dinner or not. We've got lots to catch up with each other.. Remember those days which we'll meet up for lunch, then roam around and talk about anything we could think of.. Sitting around his void deck area, having yogurt LOL!

Byebyebyebyebyebye, school's starting on Tues :(

W34G

New class, W34G. Excited to meet new people. but I'm scared too :( My GPA for this semester is only 3.20 :( I wanna do better next semester!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway last day of work was pretty alright, I went Novena to meet sayang after work and we had Popeyes for dinner. Fattening TTM -.-

Btw, I'm very much not in the blogging mood today coz of my results. Seems really cui, lol.

Bye :'(

Back to school soon :(

Glad my lovelies liked the sandwiches, hehe :D I was really early today, it's kinda rare.. Hmmm, I broke my own record today. Made a total of 400 calls, no wonder my throat kinda hurts now :( K lah I was really tired in the noon so I went to the 8th floor's toilet and napped for 15mins :B Tomorrow will be my last day, and I'll be back to school on Wed.. Yah lah there's training on Monday. Till now I still haven't bought my shoes, grrr. Need to get them before the Tchoukball cup~

Not sure if I'll be meeting sayang tomorrow after work.. Will discuss with him when he's back home later. And also discuss about.. Hehehe. So after work I took train back together with Jun & Echo, had lots of fun and laughter during this train ride :D Went to Jun's place and nua-ed there cos her aircon's finally repaired, and it's freezing cold again! I nearly fell asleep but was woken up by Mousey's sms -.-" Oh well.. So I left her place at about 8.30pm.. Went home straight and bathed, and I'm drying my hair now :)

Gonna turn in soon cos I'm really sleepy, grrrr >:( Tomorrow pinky and elephy won't be around cos they're both on UL.. But I'll get to see them on Sat night anyway..

Good night, bye :)

Sandwiches

I took 2 hours to prepare all the sandwiches for my beloved Dell team. It's gonna be their breakfast tomorrow, :P

Anyway.. work was fine, but the call floor was rather lifeless cos there's only a few of us today :( Hipopo and bearbear will be back tomorrow! ^^ I went to Pm's Giant to buy the ingredients before heading home.. Had a short but good catch up session with Apyh on the phone while walking home :D Didn't feel hungry hence I skipped dinner.. Even till now I'm still feeling quite full..

Life's boring isn't it -____- Friday's my last day, and Sat would be night safari trip with Dell team :) Oh and on Sat morning I'd most probably be heading to Bukit Timah with sayang to send Fluffy to the vet, and also look for Meow meow's new cage :D

K I'm tired already. Finally bathed and chatting with sayang now. Bye :P

Extreme tiredness

I'm feeling really tired now. Work was fine, except that I felt really sleepy early in the morning cos I drank a carton of milk :( Yummy though, hehe. Herbal soup for lunch! One of my all-time-fav :)

I met sayang after work and we had dinner together, his Mum's nasi goreng = power, but way too spicy for me D: Spent quality time with him today, cuddling on his soft carpet with many many cushions surrounding us = Shiokness..

Anyway I didn't go together with sayang to meet Calvin as it was kinda late, so he went over on his own.. I'm glad to hear that things are fine between him and Hz, cos according the news from Jun (from Hy), they're no longer together.. Regardless was it a wrong information passed down or a patch up, I just feel really glad things are alright now.

Tomorrow after work, I'll be heading to Pioneer mall to get the ingredients required to prepare breakfast for my beloved Dell team on Thursday.. Still remember when I left SMV half a year back, I cried cos I was really touched by what they all wrote to me =')

I'd love to blog more but my eyes are closing already :( Gonna get my hair dried ASAP and turn in early! Good night bye :)

Happy 6th monthsary!

I met sayang early in the morning and went to work together.. See lah, I'm damn punctual but he's the one who's late -.- Well well well, work wasn't really fine today. . Change of seating plan and I don't like my current seat coz it's really warm :( I really can't tahan heat.. Grrrr. Zp's pretty quiet, so I have to turn around and bitch with Pinky & co.

Stopped doing sales and started the data cleaning campaign.. In overall, I find it still pretty alright.. Late noon, that's when everyone's mood was ruined. Installation of the new camera in our call floor :( Damn it lah, now whatever we do must be extra careful already!

Anyway, I wasn't as hyper as usual coz I slept at 3am+ almost 4am last night.. Was busy with some stuff. Sigh, and I had some nonsensical dreams in that few pathetic hours of sleep. So that means my brain didn't exactly rest at all, :( Really tired, kept dozing off.. Went home straight after work. I had dinner, I'm done bathing, I'm drying my hair, gonna turn in once my hair dries.

Today is meant to be a beautiful day, but it's kinda ruined juz by staring at the handphone bills zzzzz.. Sometimes I don't get what she's thinking. F lah, whatever -.-

Anyway, all that I have to tell sayang, I've already said it to him, and the rest are all in the video I made for him.. So, nothing mushy in this post!

I love you darling :)