XX : Mental strength

School was fine, I was in the same team as the guy who gives me the "Jam Hsiao feeling" again. Physics faci is lame TTM. He cracks jokes which don't even seem like jokes, and then says, "Hmmm looks like I need to try harder, haha."

WTF?!?!?!?!?! -___-"

Met the usual people during first break for milo peng again, =) And as for lunch, I only had Yami Yogurt.. Yeh so I was pretty hungry during the 3rd meeting -.-

Oh whatever. Presentation was pretty fine, and I have to say that I didn't contribute much coz most of the work was done by Eric. Ended around 3.35pm? Rushed down with Ty to meet Belle & Vian to go Koufu for some food (YAYYYYY). Had noodles and I'm glad to have Ty & company to hang around with me till almost 6pm, then I went for training. .

I am still having muscle ache but I decided to be a good girl and not skip training today ^_^

I hurt my left index finger, it's pretty much not flexible now.. Hope it'll be fine soon! Xx was talking about mental strength and I thought I really need that.. Hmmm.. I'm glad my left side scoring improved! Slowly slowly, the confidence is building up..

Spent some time alone after training, called my baobei & cried, and after that all I needed was to spend some time on my own to tidy up my thoughts.. In the day time, I put on a strong front.. I think I'm the weakest when the night falls deeper.

Last night was a wet-the-pillow-night. Tonight, it shall be the same..

Sigh, good night, bye :(