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Dear diary

Thanks for being there for me all along.. But now, I need to move on to somewhere else.. Do not worry, I'll be back again.. Just not so soon.

xoxo

Day 4. I am honestly.. Upset.

Dear diary

I was still lethargic at work today.. But compared to yesterday, it was slightly better. Only had one pathetic sales today and it was Zp & Colin who helped me with it.

My muscle ache has been really bad.. And thankfully Zp and Colin massaged my neck and shoulders to make me feel better!

Some things happened right before knocking off. And I was that close to crying. Bye, I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

Overload :(

If you must know, why I would always stay up to wait for your call.. :')

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Dear diary

Back to work! Thank goodness my telemarketing skills are still there. Just needed half an hour to refresh and get familiarized with everything again.. Kinda bored of the same old cycle I go through everytime I go back there to work, -.- It's only the first day of work and I'm already wondering if this would be the last time I'm working there. Cos I am seriously bored of the work.. And am working there again just because I love the people.

Lunch was definitely my all time favorite maggie goreng.. I know maggie is unhealthy and yeah there isn't much ingredients that can give me the nutrients I need. I'm gonna try cutting down on eating that, even though I love it so darn much :(

Anyway.. I had only 4 HOURS OF SLEEP. Training + kbox + 4hours of sleep = Horrible skin + eyebags + pale lips + everything else that's jialat!

Thankfully Zp made me some tea that kept me awake throughout the noon.. I was seriously about to start dozing off, -.- I find the current seating arrangement quite ok.. Love disturbing the blurrrrrr hipopo :P

Went Jp to get some stuff after work.. And yeah now I'm home. Boring life eh, :/

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Sigh I'm feeling really stressed up. I don't know what to do about it.. Listening to Cow's advice and gonna start practicing that habit and see if it works..

Bye.

The mistakes would never change the feelings :)

Dear diary

Woohoo! I feel good today :) Didn't waste my time doing nothing.. I went for Tchoukball training in the evening and I'm glad my skills are still there.. But my stamina dropped A-LOT. And when I say alot, I mean it. Haven't been training for so long.. I hope I'll be able to make it for the training sessions even when it's a weekday. Need to brush up my skills for teens games!

Well anyway.. I left 45mins earlier from training cos I needed to have dinner before meeting the rest to sing K.. I was so, darn hungry. Like.. I cooked maggie in the noon, and added 3 hotdogs to it. I ended up only eating only a few mouthfuls of the maggie and all 3 hotdogs. I don't know why but I just didn't have appetite, sigh. Bought sushi when I reached Jp.. It's like my first decent meal of the day. But it's already 2am now and I'm feeling hungry again, -.-

Went to Jurong Safra kbox at 10pm to meet the rest! Had a great time singing.. And there were like a total of nine of us in one room Not squeezy though.. I'd call it cozy ;) My sis joined us much later cos she wasn't feeling well earlier on, but decided to come in the end. So... woohoo! As she promised, she's paying for me :P Sometimes I feel that the only thing that I have to cherish in this family is my sister. Like, how she pampers on me once in a while. (I know we bicker at times, lol)

So I left on my own at 12.45am.. Had a hard time flagging a cab, the roads were so empty :/ I need to sleep early! Work starting in less than 7hours' time. Omg. Why am I still awake? Cos I'm still drying my superrrrr long hair, -.-

Didn't get to talk much to sayang today.. But we managed to have a short conversation over the phone. He showers with so much love, more than I can ever ask for. I understand he's busy with work and all, but I really hope we'd spend more time talking/texting each other whenever possible~

I love you darling boy, :) I trust that you would bother to reply me whenever you're free, right?

Goodnight, bye~