Last day of 2010

I'd always say this at the end of every year. I wish that the following year would be better than this year!

This year, I met more people who changed my life; rather drastically I have to say.. But I'm still me! =) Changing is an inevitable process. And I'm glad I changed positively. I am certain that I've learnt to be stronger and that stay strong is not just for my loved ones, but most importantly for myself.

This year, I had a new relationship and it's definitely better than what I had previously. I'm learning to be a more understanding and patient partner..

This year, I was given the privilege to keep a set of A's house keys but I have to admit more or less I didn't cherish it well, and that I don't deserve to keep the keys to his comfort zone -_-" I'm still glad he had so much trust in me though! (:

This year, I baked A a cake for his birthday! Never ever baked a cake for anyone in my whole life.. I still remember I gave him a mini birthday surprise by hiding in his house, hehehe!

This year, I learnt a very important thing from my Tchoukball girls. Mental strength. Always practice "mind over body".

This year, I learnt to NOT let my stupid illogical nonsensical thoughts control my emotions, cos they'll eventually lead to "disasters" (which obviously I don't like!!!)

This year, is the first time I think that I've really grown to be more tolerant, it's all about give and take.. No one will ever have the best of everything, so I'll just make the best out of what I have =) !

More and more and more and more.. But I can't really think of it now.. Hmmm.. Anyway..

I want no more heartbreaks,

no more silly thoughts,

better health,

fat bank account and a slim body (hahaha wtf),

play better in Tchoukball,

stop being late for school so frequently,

get better grades,

and everyone around me to live life happily!

Actually there's a lot more, I just listed out some..

I'm thankful for all the happy times I had this year! =)

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So it's my last day of work on Thursday, will be back to work in February.. Meeting my girls for countdown tonight! Shall turn in now or else I'll be dead tired tomorrow.. Goodnight, bye~

xoxo

Dishonest bitch

Hey guys! Work was pretty relaxing today, just that I really hate people who give me GL attitude for nothing. Yes that bitch. Thank goodness Papa gave me back the email lead which was RIGHTFULLY mine. Anyway enough of that..

I went to get KOI for HweeYi and myself after work, then headed to Hua's place for dinner. Jun was there too! Love her lil gifts :P

Went home @ 10pm.

Okay lazy to blog already. Bye^^

Moody Monday

Hi.

Work was boring today :( No sales!

Somerset after work.

And I'm too moody to continue blogging now.

FML, I wanna be independent and stay on my own :(

Bye.

Wonderful long weekend

I was too lazy to blog yesterday. Okay to be exact, I was so darn tired.

I went out to botanical gardens & shopped around town, literally walked the whole day. My legs felt so sore -.- I thought my x'mas was spent rather differently this year, with the nature and all.. Still I wish it was spent with my loved one instead, :/

Oh btw.. Happy birthday Edwinnie & Bunny!

So erm yeah.. I went to Becky's place for x'mas lunch together with the other Tchoukball girls, we had fun eating and playing games there! ^^ It's my first time attending a x'mas gathering at someone's place eating and spending time together like this.. Awww, =) The atmosphere was really lively!

Now that x'mas is over, I'm looking forward to countdown~ ^^ Feel like spending it at town but it's too troublesome.. Most probably I'll spend it together with my girls. We'll all drink and get wasted for one night, :P I hope everything in 2011 would be better for me, and for everyone around me as well~

Alright I'll continue drying my hair now and turn in soon! Byeeee~ xoxo

I'll upload pictures soon.. Too lazy to search for my card reader right now..

Merry Christmas!

Merry christmas to all~ ^^

Just came back from Hua's place, gonna turn in after a short update! I left her place quite early cos she was drunk and needed to rest already.. Hmmm.. Er yeah and I brought sheepy & ducky over to her place, hehehe :P

Lol what a confession from xxxxxx right on x'mas. Make the night awkward only :/

Anyway yeah... Umm it's really sweet to receive Merry x'mas messages from my dear friends.. Especially those who took the time and effort to write a really looooong and customized one.. I hope I will leave all my troubles behind!

Okay I'm gonna turn in now before it gets anymore awkward. Lol. & It's gonna be a loooong but fun day tomorrow! Kthxbye.

Lonely Christmas eve

It's X'mas eve! Yeah but so? I spent half of the day sleeping at home.. Woke up an hour ago and just had my brunch. . No plans for today, only that later on at night I'll head out to countdown for X'mas~ I wanna have dinner outside leh! But pang is at some bbq :( I'm too lazy to meet my lovelies along the red line.. So farrrrr. Shall just wait for pang to finish her bbq, =)

Seems that quite a number of people are having a bbq today, based on what I saw in fb and twitter.. All I want for X'mas is to have a partner doing really sweet stuff with me :( K I know, stupid and random. Whateverrrrrr~

I'm putting Sheepy and Ducky next to each other now, :D Mad cute or what?! :P

Should I get someone to go out for dinner with me? Hmmm.. Ohhhhh Yc just told her mum to cook more! So I'll go over there probably @ 9pm? Heehee!

Okay I'm actually blogging only because I'm so bored I've got no bloody idea what to do. Shall surf the net and search for nice movies to watch~

you'll fail to appreciate the true worth of someone when you start comparing them to others.

Weeee! Xmas prezz makes me a happy girl :P

These are pictures taken at work a few days back and also the dinner we had today.. More pictures will be uploaded on Fb tomorrow~ :D

I'm so gladddddd Elephy bought me ducky, hahaha! We met in the late evening for dinner @ Plaza Sing.. Had lots of fun chatting after we finished eating.. Omg, so long since I last laughed so hard for no reason. Thanks to Zp who started off with his food fly thingy -.- LOL!

Boughr Elephy a lip concealer, hope she likes it hmmmm.. Oh and we're holding a couple keychain now, hehe. Almost all of us purchased from this guy.. Listening to his story and seeing the pictures just makes me feel so upset :/ Well oh well..

Hanged around Starbucks for a bitching session and finally went to take train back at around 11.30pm.. Tired max. Chat with Echo all the way while heading back, whoa, time passes really quickly when you're having fun.

I'm so gonna miss her after she goes back to China.. Sending her off next month, arghhhhh :( Oh and we used Eos & Pinky's phone to chat online with Owen earlier on.. He told us it's really cold over there and it would be snowing tomorrow! Awwww~

Thanks to whoever that had offered to buy me ducky for Christmas! But still, I did a gift exchange with Elephy instead :P So for now.. Sheepy and ducky will be trying to get along well. Ok ignore me, I know this is getting ridiculous lol. But I really love these 2 soft toys TTM! Ducky needs a Dad, :(

Anyway it's past 12, so let's consider it as xmas eve already! No work, bwahaha :D Gonna spend my day at home though, :( No date!!!! Will be heading out at night~ Heehee!

Alright I'm really tired after a looooooong day.. Shall turn in now. Good night all~ xoxo

Busy busy busy

I am so darn tired but still, I need to drag myself outta the house soon :/

Got home around 4pm and I quickly bathed.. I thought I'd have enough time to take a short nap before going out, but aiya.. I'm taking my own sweet time so there's no more time for me to nap. All ready to head out! I hope tonight would be fun~ ^^ Last year's today.. Memorable or what. HAHAHA! Remembered how crazy everything was.. And I wish to have more of such wonderful moments~

Ok.. So today..

I headed to Tiong Bahru early in the morning.. Got my stuff done, then hanged around Tiong Bahru plaza for 3 hours. Omg, I can seriously die of boredom. Had big breakfast for brunch, and I haven't eaten anything else till now! Nvm, later gonna have an awesome dinner. Heeheehee~

If I don't head out now, they're so gonna kill me. So... Kthxbye :D

Shopping trip failed

My legs are so darn tired from all the walking. :(

Let's talk about work first.. Was quite early today.. Gave Zp his xmas gift already! Cos I won't be going work tomoirow.. But still, I'd be meeting them at night! ^^ Glad that papa allowed me to move next to Sheila till Echo's back~ I don't wanna sit alone next to that weird guy, :/ Had sales today! Yippee~ Dan asked me out for lunch again but I already decided to eat with my colleagues instead.. Hmmm, next time then~ Talked about __ over lunch cos St's puzzled about who is __ . . Blah blah blah blah blah :P

After work, Elephy accompanied me to get my photo taken at a nearby.. Erm.. Ok Fujifilm shop. And while walking towards the mrt station.. We saw... Lol. Stupid Elephy came up with a suggestion which frightened me -.-! BUT!! I won't mind going to that boutique someday and take a look, hehehe :P

Hanged around Bugis Junction while waiting for qin ai de to arrive. . Bumped into xx, bee & dan! So they sort of kept me company while I'm waiting.. Had a quick catch up session.. And apparently xx said the while they were in Malacca, they kinda "stalked" my twitter whenever possible to check on my status :O I'm glad to have these girls there for me even when they're overseas, :') Told her not to worry cos I'm doing good~

Left to meet my qin ai de around 7pm? We walked around Bugis Village, and I only managed to buy a piece of clothing. Well.. Too tired after a long day's work already. Didn't really have the mood to shop like mad.. Left Bugis at 9pm+! Omg, was really damn tired by then. Thank goodness we managed to get a seat on the train while heading home.

I'm still drying my hair now! :( Gonna sleep as soon as it dries.. Can't wait for tomorrow evening! Heeheehee~ Goodnight, xoxo!

Let it gooooooooo~

Today's a good good day! Saw that picture of the sandwich and polar puff? It's breakfast treat from Raymond~ Love papa max :D Second picture, is the duck which I mentioned a couple of times.. I'm so gonna get him! And the last picture.. I think it was taken on the 2nd last day of school? Can't really recall.. RUNNING MAN TOP RUNNERS. ACTION ONLY, HAHAHA!

Alright~ I reached office on time! The first half of the day was really dry for me.. No sales.. Thankfully I had 2 towards late noon. Heehee~ Oh and I managed to meet dan for lunch today.. Miss her max! She was so tired that she looked as though she would fall asleep any moment while eating, :P

Chatting with my baobei on msn now! Can she come back like real soon? I miss nua-ing at her place..

Btw, that weird guy is really scaring the shit outta me cos he has been behaving more and more weirdly. I hope I don't get driven crazy -.-

Had dinner at Jp after work, bought stuffs and then headed home :D

Life has been pretty fun recently, but yeah I know I'm lacking something even though I know all my friends love me and are always there for me. I hope I'll find a provider for this vitamin which I lack real soon.. (Ok getting emotional, time to move to tumblr instead)

Alright, I'm so sleepy I'm gonna put a mask and then turn in soon. It's already 11pm!!!!! Argh :/

Goodnight, xoxo ~

Thoughts

I know I just blogged not long ago but yeah, I don't feel like updating my other blog today so I'm gonna do a double post here. Over this period of time, I realized maybe some people are not worth my time and effort, so.. Yeah. Be nice to whoever appreciates me, and just.. Stay neutral with those who don't. So an example would be like.. I'm gonna stop texting/msning to whoever that doesn't bother about putting in effort to keep a conversation going, lol. Fuck these people, seriously. Don't wanna talk then just say, don't down there like half fucked -.- Reply a bit here, a bit there.

(Not pointing fingers to anyone in specific, but there are a couple of them who's like that..)

Seriously.. This is some shit man -.-

Anyway.......

2011 is coming soon.. I wonder, who should I include in this new year? Should I leave some people behind, and let them just fade off as memories? Sighhhh, thoughts.. Heart-to-heart session with my baby on the Mrt while heading back home, hmmm.. I think what most people can't figure out about me is that one same point, lol. And all I can say is SMV trained me well, wtf :/ Actually sometimes I wonder about that too.

I always wonder if it's better for me to revert back to my old self. And I go, "Omg no. That's just so bitchy and fucked up." It all depends on the situation I'm facing I guess. You can't possibly be nice to every single one around you cos there'll be a couple of them who doesn't bother. Ouch, but yeah that's reality.

Just gonna stay the way I am. I loveeee laughing so darn much but I've been laughing A LOT LESSER recently. Damn, gonna find back that crazy but sunny side of me!

Back to work, Day 1

Woooo~ Finally back home after a looooong day :D I'm pretty excited for work and I reached Tanjong Pagar rather early hmmm, :P Bought breakfast and the first person I saw was Zp! Gave free hugs this morning to all of 'em! Anyway.. Settled down and I could get used to the environment really quickly, hehehe..

Lunch was obviously Maggie goreng, ^^ Happy kid now~ There's this weird guy named Talib who sits next to me and he's always mumbling + giggling to himself, omg -.- He even scolds some vulgarities, lololol. I shall just ignore him for my own safety, HAHAHA! I thought I'm gonna have zero sales today.. Thankfully I've got one :P And Raymond promised to buy us breakfast tomorrow; those who gave him the last few sales~

Lol looking at Jovin reminds me of myself.. When I was 16 and working @ SMV. Hmmmm, well well.. One noisy fella, but full of life~

Btw I had fun arm-wrestling with ang bear bear, HAHAHAHAHA :D Love his iPhone k, saved me from all the boredom.

Headed to town after work with my babies to get Zp's xmas gift, and we walked around as well.. Elephy baby was reminding me not to get anything with heart prints or whatever shit related to love.. Yeah, to prevent any ummm misinterpretation of the gift. LOL! Love the lights all around town! And well ummmm I did something really embarrassing which made us all laugh like mad in the middle of the pathway -.- oh btw.. I didn't buy my ginger baby cos it's not for sale just like that! You need to collect stamps from spending @ Cold Storage.. Forget it man, :/

I need to bath like now. Before I get too lazy to do anything.. Heeheehee. Looking forward to tomorrow! OH and most probably I'd be meeting dan for lunch! *filled with excitement*

Waiting for tengteng to upload the pictures we took today, bwahaha :D Gonna "loot" more pictures from Zp tomorrow!

Bye! xoxo

Prezzie hunting failed

Finally home! Went to comb the whole Jp today for xmas gifts.. Didn't manage to buy anything. I went into Cards & such again, was tempted to buy the duck as usual. LOL! But I insist that I finish buying presents before I buy myself anything.. Hmmm.. I've been spending alot lately without even realizing it, :( Especially on food.. Awww man, :/ No training + so much fattening food = Fat die me.

Anyway I already decided on what to get for Zp, so I'll go Jp again on Wednesday after work to get it! Heeeee~ I bough a salmon hand roll and had some trouble eating it, lol. Went back to Hua's place in the evening~ We watched Frozen together, and had dinner after that.. Her mum cooked~ ^^ Left her place at 9pm+ cos I needed to head home and bath, get myself ready for tomorrow.. I'm working :( Don't work, wait for people to give me $$$ everyday meh?! K my mum does give me allowance but still.. I can't possibly keep asking her for $$ right!

Today is such a boring day.. Grrrr. Can't wait for x'mas to come! And of cos countdown too.. Activities are all lined up already! Wooooohooo~ Alright, gonna give tumblr some attention now. Bye~

Don't learn cherish through losing

Let me just share a lil something which I have in my other blog..

Title: What happened?

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

(If you still remember the shorts VS dress incident)

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

(You don't drink and smoke, but yes I do ring & text you all the while)

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

(Remember how upset I felt, yet all you did was to hang up on me?)

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

(You should know which girl did I get jealous over..)

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her.

Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

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I broke down after reading this post over and over again on my other blog.

This post is dedicated to you..

xoxo

Hello stranger

Me is back homeeeee :D I had brunch with my baobei earlier on.. Chit chat and all, talked about the usual issues.. Hmmm.. Went to thread my eyebrows before heading home to bath.. Went out @ around 3pm+ ? Watched Hello stranger, I think the male lead really annoyed the hell out of me in the beginning.. Anyway the show was average I guess. . I like how it feels this way. A weekend spent having brunch outside, watch a movie, lazying around resting.. Sounds relaxing doesn't it? :)

Didn't manage to buy Zp's present today, shall look for it tomorrow instead~ Anyway pang needs to buy a x'mas gift for her colleague too, so we shall hunt for presents together tomorrow!

(Went out for dinner)

I'm back from dinner! Yummy food, so full nowwww~ Done editing my other blog.. Love the layout I have now! Looking forward to x'mas! Might be going to botanic gardens.. To be confirmed though.. Alright.. Gonna get busy now.. Have a good night in this cooling weather~ Blog again tomorrow, bye!

xoxo

Morning rants

I love tumblr so darn much coz it's the only place which expresses how I feel so clearly..

Anyway! Good morning people~ It's a Saturday, what are you guys planning to do? I was checking out Fb and saw Ly being tagged in some pictures.. Went to his profile and looked around.. OMG, I realized Tim's face is in the pictures!!!!! Can't believe the world is SO DARN TINY, -.- Ok, Sg is tiny. LOL. I'm sure they met each other in Cg.. Hmmm, interesting. Just that it's a bit too much of shock to handle early in the morning :P

Plans for today! Gawd, I need to get Zp's xmas gift settled by this weekend! It's either I look around Jp later, or Vivo tomorrow~

(OMG ARIP JUST TOLD ME A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS!)

Somerset 313's cold storage is selling gingerbread man plush! Omg....... So gonna check it out ASAP! And we're planning to go Vivo's build-a-bear shop in this holiday like um, next weekend? ^^ Feeling so happy now, hahahaha! Buying endless soft toys.. Well oh well, :P

Btw people have been asking me the same question over and over again..

"Why gingerbread man plush?"

Hahaha! My standard answer would be..

"Cos I had one when I was young, but lost it :( So that's why I wanna get one~"

I wonder if my girls have woken up~? Feeling so boreddddd I can just die. -.- Gonna wash up and find something to do now! Bloggggg tonight if I've got the mood to! Have a greaaaaat day people~

xoxo

I need a shopping therapy

Hello~ Home sweet home~ Not going out already cos my girls have fallen sick/moody.. Hopefully by tomorrow night they'll be fine, then we'll have plans again! Anyway I think that NEX seriously has nothing much, but lots of food. Somewhat similar to Jp, it also has a Fairprice Xtra.. Prata Wala.. Aiyah whatever lah. Just smaller than Jp.. Didn't buy anything cos nothing caught my eye :(

Had dinner @ some HongKong cafe.. The seafood horfun = awesome! So full from eating that.. Still went for dessert @ Haato & co ice cream.. Reasonably priced =) ! Was asking the lady whether the gingerbread man plush they had on display is just a decoration or for sale.. Apparently she bought it from a shop in NEX and they're using it for decoration, and she said that it's out of stock already! Omg *depressed* I can't seem to find the right place to buy a gingerbread man plush.. Awwww :( I hope I'll be able to find it somewhere else!

We left NEX at close to 11pm.. Most of the shops were closed by then.. Reached home @ 11.30pm~ Didn't bath again cos I already bathed before heading out, and I didn't sweat a single bit :P And I just puked a while ago cos I'm way toooooooo full, couldn't take it anymore.. I'm feeling so much better now that I've puked some of it out.. Really really hungry, but my stomach can't handle a full proper meal now :( Need to get my health back!

I'm gonna check out if Jc uploaded new videos on youtube now~ Hehehe.. Shall turn in soon cos I'm feeling a lil unwell.. Goodnight all!

xoxo

NEX

Sup! :)

Last day of school and here comes the 2weeks break, but I'm gonna be working though :/ Anyway today was a great day! Had fun and all, =) Took a really hilarious video of Keong and Frianto slapping each other, omg.. I'm raping the replay button man :P Smile helped me to dl videos and songs today~ I'm a happy kid now, hehehe~

Supposed to meet cgx later but I think I'm gonna change my plans.. Shall go Serangoon instead~ Maybe I'll meet him some other day, which would be soon..

Waiting for A to knock off and pick me up @ around 7pm+.. Going to NEX :) After that, still need to rush back home to bath, change etc at night before I head out.. I don't wanna stink lor, :P Hope Lame kia's Dad is alright! Wondering what happened to him, hmmm.. No matches for this weekend! (yay :P)

K, I needa go bath and get ready now! NEX NEX NEX NEX here I comeeeeee~

Cos it goes on; doesn't just stops here..

Good evening! I'm eating snacks every now and then cos I realized my stomach's way too weak to handle a proper meal now.. Anyway Sheepy (my sheep plush, also known as my son) is sitting on my lap while I'm blogging =) I really wanna buy the duck plush badly lor! Wait till I'm done buying x'mas presents, and see if I have enough $ left to get it.. If not I'll only be buying it in Jan :( It's the season of giving, so I wanna make sure I get my loved ones each a prezzie before I get my own ^^

My baobei has landed in HK and she's flying to Japan tomorrow! *envy* I wanna spend x'mas in some country that snows too!

Erm yah.. So I'm gonna cook some chicken sausages later for dinner~ Today I left school immediately once lessons were over cos I didn't wanna get stuck in the rain, and end up having wet disgusting shoes. Spent some time resting once I got home cos the weather = awesome ^^ Tomorrow night is gonna be fun, even though my baobei ain't gonna be around.. Haven't decided on the details yet though.. I will make sure I let Hua know to not let me do anything similar again :/

Sidetrack for a while.. I wanna eat Sakae leh. Tsk. LOL! Still haven't go Swensens after hearing Eric whine and whine for so long -_- I'm gonna go prepare my sausages now! Bye!

(Don't like half-fucked leh -.- )

It's time to..

Wrote a really long post before this but still made a final decision to keep it all inside my heart =)

Went out to meet W34D classmates cos afterall, they know me way better than my current classmates.. Bb's the best, =) Wo yao kai kai xin xin de guo ri zi~ Yin wei ni bu zhi de rang wo gan dao shang xin! Jian huo, qu chi da bian lah.

Worked on the prototype today! Thanks to Farhan, very quickly we got ours done! =) Gonna test it out later.. It's so cute to see everyone gathering together playing with our car prototype, like during the tamiya car fever season!!! So bored in class now cos there's nothing much to do already~ Need to give a short presentation later on, 6p, then quiz, then go home and sleep! Everyone told me I look so pale.. Hmmm.. I think I've been treating my body so badly, neglecting it and all.. I'm gonna start learning how to love myself =)

First time seeing Ly so chirpy in class :P Ganging up together with me to disturb Keong.. This saggy dude :P Occupying my mind with some other stuff whenever possible, cos I have to learn how to manage this all on my own. Friends are all there for me when I need them, but afterall, it's my life that I gotta learn how to handle..

Ok I wanna poop now :P (I know, disgusting much) Will blog tonight if I have something to talk about! Bye folks~

It's a cold, rainy night..

Burst out crying when I was on my own and I fell asleep after that this evening.. Bathed after I woke up.. As usual, no appetite.. Received Apyh's call a while ago.. Seeing them have a misunderstanding upsets me real badly. It's like what always happened between A & I.. I know I shouldn't be talking about all these, it's just gonna make this night harder and longer for me.. "break" and "up" are two simple words which are really hurtful when put together. . I hope J don't hurt my precious lil girl with those words anymore, cos I've been through this pain and yes I'm still going through now.

Spent some time reading through e-mails which I stayed up late at night to write for him, so that he'll get a really sweet morning.. Ended up weeping during 3rd meeting in class. Sigh. Memories are killing me inside there.. Baking a cake for him was one of the best memories we shared =) Didn't mind getting all dirty trying out recipes, even falling asleep at Hua's house while the cake was baking etc.. Hah, good old times.. Have been trying hard to make things alright but it seems so pointless; cos everything's still going wrong..

Anyway life still has to go on, getting back up on my feet ain't gonna be easy but at least I'm trying hard now.. I just feel exhausted from all the fake smiles I show in school, but breaking down every now and then..

I miss you so darn badly, I know I'm gna spend tonight crying to sleep. Do you miss me, like how I miss you? :'(

Oh darling cos you'll always be my baby.. Goodnight sayang, xoxo

I'll be there

Credits: tumblr

Good morning sleepy heads~ :P

The weather's so humid! Don't you all hate that feeling of sweating after bathing -.- Over here in class I'm having a bad Wednesday morning due to gastric pain.. If it continues like this over a period of time, I better go to the doctor.. This is really torturous. My stomach's churning and churning like mad, but I don't feel like eating anything :( Thankful that Frianto came to school today even though he had to fetch his family yesterday~ Then there would be some1 in my team who can teach me.. I think I've been so blur nowadays, did I mention I dropped money AGAIN yesterday? Wtf.

Training's cancelled today, just nice, I can get some rest. My body has been really weak hmmm.. More and more people are falling sick in my class, I think I'm gonna get the virus soon. I'm still wondering what prezzie should I get for Zp! :( I feel like getting a gift for him but I'm not really sure what should I buy.. Should I? Hmmmm.. Anyway the first study break has started.. Shall go grab a warm drink and come back to continue blogging! =)

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Back to class! I think I wasted my money buying food cos I didn't even finish it.. :/ I suddenly miss that warm feeling laying on his lap, being cuddled by him to sleep.. Oh well... Must be because I'm feeling cold now. Hmmm.. Kept reading over and over again what xd wrote.. Makes me think about lots of stuff..

Anyway there's a commotion about the Math grading, because some of us who got lower marks actually managed to get a grade better than those with higher marks.. So we're pretty confused about how they graded us this time round. Hopefully the module chair would give all of us an acceptable and reasonable explanation..

I'm gonna take a nap during lunch break coz I am still feeling weak -_- I wonder if Mc remembered to bring the medicine from Raffles Medical for me~?

Blog tonight kay, bye~

Phototaking

Back home! Like finally~ Phototaking was done by Alex.. What the fffff, we thought it'd be done by some professional crew. Anyway the girls had some conflicts with the guys but St managed to make peace among us already! This afternoon had a heart to heart session with the girls.. Have been getting so much advice from many different people recently, to the extent that I choose to make my own decision instead of heeding any of their advices. Though more or less, I've to admit Hp's scolding did work a lil.

Really on the verge of crying whenever someone tells me they miss me smiling and laughing. I had never knew people appreciate my sunny side so much :O I'm not gonna work hard to be happy once again for their sake, but most importantly for my own sake.. Confession to make: I left a space for him in my heart, still.. Well.. :/

I think my face completely shows whether something's bothering me. Had a short chat with Loges today when there were only two of us left in the classroom.. Hmmm. I thought I've been staying strong but still, zzz...

Rang Keong after the phototaking session to whine a lil, hahaha. They finished their session really early lor, wtf. Oh.. Kinda disappointed that xx's not in our picture cos she's sick, didn't come school..

K lah, I think I've been eating so irregularly that I kena gastric pain already. Better go drink something warm.. Btw I did quite badly for my math UT :/ Need to buck up buck up!

Goodnight, sweet dreams~

xoxo

I'm trying.

If there's something I'm still not showing, I just want you to know, I'm trying.

RT@xiaodan12 : 不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。学会承受痛苦。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你己说，别人会看得到。

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Had brunch even though I had no appetite cos I needed to take medicine.. Eric didn't attend school today due to last night's soccer match, so I ate with Cow only. Frianto was busy doing work as he's leaving early.. Was feeling so unwell to the extent I feel like fainting. So he cut my food for me, made it much easier for me to eat.. Thanks buddy =)

Had a chocolate bar during lunch break coz I was really feeling so weak I can just die. Omg. Just took medicine again now..Gonna hang around in class with Keong & co. while waiting for our phototaking session!

Okay I've been blogging so slowly that lesson's already over.. Bye~

Finally, voiced it out!

I'm on time today *hehehe* Keong was so surprised I'm early.. Damn it. If I want to, I also can be punctual k! :P

Was feeling really moody cos it's Monday and it means I'm stuck with the shitty team again.. zzz.. Two of them were late, and they partialed too.. Whatever -.- I'd rather they don't even come in the first place. Spoke to faci and I hope things would be better/teams would change when we come back from our holidays..

Hmmm.. Don't really feel like eating these few days.. Didn't finish up the food I bought for brunch. Got hungry during lunch time and I bought an unhealthy snack :P Always roaming around the school together with Eric & Cow during lunch break.. Buying some nonsense etc.. Lol! Was spamming twitter about how annoying this Jisnu is -.- Grrrrrr. . Why some people don't know how to be more "automatic" -.- Oh well.. Class ended on time~ Eric dropped me @ Woodlands before he headed back home.. Yay, saved me from walking/taking bus back there. Our conversation was pretty much about him and his family.. I think his Mum's real cute. Hahaha! Slept like a pigggggg on the train ride back.. Sometimes I get really tired but once I'm home, I have a sudden burst of energy -.-

Excited for phototaking tomorrow! ;)

I'm sorry, tgt

I feel so bad, like a burden to TGT today. I'm so distracted, so moody, just.. Not my usual self. Furthermore my fever has been on and off for a week, and I'm still rather weak.. Told xx I don't think I'm stable enough to be in the 1st period.. So she put me in the second period.. Scored only 1 pathetic point.. ~.~ I must put in more effort.. Btw our match was smacked right in mid noon, so the sun was taking up lots of our energy..

Xx gave me permission to leave earlier.. I went back and rest.. Indeed, my fever was back :( Took medicine and felt much better.. I will do better in the next training/game!!!! Not allowing myself to become a burden to TGT!!! Hp was literally shouting at me scolding me.. Xian zai wo qing xing le..

Nothing much to blog about.. Bye..

没有他的日子，第二天

好伤心，已经痛苦了那么多次，却还是感到十分心痛。。

难道，他真的是错的人。。？？

昨天还好有俊丽陪我一整天。。要不然我早就崩溃了。。竟然有想乱服药的念头。。比赛多一下就要开始了。。看起来他是绝对不会来支持的。。。让他去漫画展吧，好过来这里浪费他宝贵的时间。。。该出门了。。。希望我不会有被球砸。。

回来再update吧。。再见。。！

而且。。。是时候我把部落格的网址换了。。

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没有他的日子，第一天

June 30 @ 2.22am

1) from monthsaries to anniversaries (:
2) do all th really sweet & romantic stuff that can ever exist w you^^
3) i want unlimited supply of vitamin L :p
4) when i'm lost/upset, u're there to gimme long warm hugs & assure me
5) i loveee surprises :p *hint hint*
6) i'm greedy, i wna spend quality & quantity time w you :(
7) maintain this closeness, and even closer ^.^
8) continue loving me like how u're doing it now :D

R:

Hey there sweetheart.. seems like you need a nice big serving of Vitamin L =) Hehe i really like the first one... hmm and surprises? Hehe some day I just might give u one! =) Love youuuuuuuuuu *muacks*

没有任何一个能够实现了啊。。明天该做什么呢？比赛postponed去星期天了。。。该死的我。。。到三更半夜不睡觉。。竟然想着他。。

梦一场

这样的日子，同样的方式，还要多久。。。？

Thankful that I've got understanding team mates today, especially Cow, who literally let me rest and do nothing. So I was self-destructing while the rest were busy with worksheet/powerpoint slides.. Reached school at approximately 9.30am.. Met the usual ones at South Food court.. Had a drink coz I really don't have any appetite, sigh. Once we went back to class, I immediately got questioned by Eric & Cow about the S.T tweet. Idk, it just happened to pop up in my mind last night. I can't answer them anything. No, it should be.. I was just too upset to give them an answer.

I hope he had enough of accusing me telling every single person about this incident cos it's them who came to me to show concern. And showing concern DOES NOT EQUALS TO telling them the full details about this. Oh gawd, why on earth am I trying to save face for him at this very moment when he had already treated me like that. I had never, ever cried till my skin tore at the corner of my eyes. It's just way too much for me to handle, :'(

Walked around the school during lunch break, met my girls and hanged around with them till 1pm then I headed back to class.. Basically nothing made me laugh today. I think I'm too chirpy already, that's why when I'm quiet when I enter class.. Everyone knows something's bothering me.. Sighhh.

STL begins tomorrow, I'm gonna feel bad towards TGT if I don't focus.. And I know I will be unfocused. 99.9% sure about that.. Wanted to ask him if he wants to come down and support @ SCAPE, but.. Yeah.. Haiz.

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Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

"When you're about to give up, think about what is it that has kept you going for so long"

Drown myself in tears tonight/tmrw night/'n' nights.

Mood meter: Pissed off

Today was actually quite an alright day until some dickhead had to do some annoying stuff.

I was on time today, like ummmm even had time to get a drink from 7-11 and then walk using a normal pace to class. Was feeling really sian cos I got blocked from LEO so I had no access to it at all -.- I'm so extremely blur to the extent that I thought school fees are only due in 2 weeks time, but in actual fact, it's due 3rd Dec.. Meaning I already exceeded by so many days without realizing. Rang mum and told her to come down and pay the fees after she ends work.. Oh and my LEO got unblocked during noon~ (:

Played running man with the class around the whole W3 pod during lunch for 1hr+.. Fun or what!!! ^^ Bought only frozen yogurt after that cos I already had brunch~ Third meeting is ALWAYS boring, -.- I nearly fell asleep again, oh well..

And here comes the pissed part.

Yeah, I know it wasn't out of evil intention that he took a picture of my legs, wanting to disturb me that I didn't wear shoes before UT began. It's absolutely NOT NICE to post a picture of any lady's legs on to FB, and mass tagging so many people. How bout that, I take a picture of how tiny his pathetic dick is and show it to everyone? _l_

I seriously don't give a damn about whether he wanna "accuse" me of not wearing shoes during UT by sending this picture in to OSC, cos truth is that picture was taken BEFORE UT began. And if he claims that it's taken during UT, why the fuck is he holding on to his handphone during UT? If I was wearing jeans/leggings/whatever that's covering my legs, fine, I won't get so hopping mad. But hello? Posting up a picture of a girl's legs when she's in shorts, furthermore this picture was taken without any permission.

I joke with you guys when it's still within acceptable limits. Mind you all, have basic respect for your opposite gender. START LEARNING TO SEE WHERE'S THE BENCHMARK.

Feverrrrrr

Hohoho I'm on MC today! Coz I'm down with fever.. hmmm, lousy immune system. Anyway.. I woke up, bathed, and then measured my temperature. Seeing that it's still high, I told mum I'll not be going school today.. Intended to go for breakfast cos I didn't feel all weak and jelly-fied, but Felt was busy & Jun replied me late.. So I went back to sleep, and Dad gave me $$ to see the doctor later on. It's a good idea to go in the noon cos there's lesser people.. Heh :P Anyway I didn't take anymore naps in the noon cos I couldn't fall asleep..

Stayed online and played pvz.. Went out in the evening to get Koi bubble tea.. Had ovaltine ice-cream milk tea again, ^^.. Had dinner at a nearby coffee shop there, and I think the food is rather cui. Only the rojak is nice.. Took cab back to Jp, bought my socks and went to pass Felt & Hua their drinks.. I'm a delivery girl today despite being sick. Heh.

Just finished bathing and I'm drying my hair now.. And I'm trying to obtain more Vitamin C by drink this Marigold peel fresh juice.. Wheatgrass and veggies..

Made of wheatgrass, apple, orange, pineapple, celery, mango, lime, beetroot, guava, green pepper, gherkin, apricot, banana, carrot, sauerkraut, passionfruit. WTF SUCH A LONG LIST. And what on earth is gherkin and sauerkraut???? O.O!

Gonna eat medicine before sleeping, and put a piece of mask on as usual ^^ I will go to school tomorrow! Cos I believe my fever will be gone by then.. Hahaha.. Bye & good night~

Backbone check up

I'm late for school today, and I partial too :( Gonna affect today's grade lor.. Sian.

I quickly caught up with what the team was working on, and managed to complete the worksheet.. Hmmm. Brunch with the usual people.. Lots of fun and laughter again~ I had spaghetti because I really don't know what to eat already, -.-

Informed faci that our team wants to present first because I need to go off after presenting for my check up.. During lunch break . . . Ty caught my heart in just less than 5mins. ^_^ Ty babyyyyyy! Love him max, hehehe!

Went to Food Haven and bought my sparkling Ribena!!! Like finally, hahaha! So we hanged around outside class again.. Took our laptops out and did the powerpoint there =) Thankfully I completed what I need to do pretty early, so basically I was slacking around with them :P SI ERIC SAY I ACT CUTE! He this dick face.. Gonna attack his phone again tomorrow xD ~

Anyway after our team finished presenting I packed up and left.. Slept for like.. Half an hour on the Mrt :B Omg, I think I kena Xiaodan's blur-disease already! I alighted @ Raffles place cos I was supposed to change train.. Idk why I nearly tapped out instead!!! -_-" So I ended up walking one big round at the Mrt station and finally found the right escalator to take.. ~.~ What a blur sotong today :/

Went home straight after my check up cos I was not feeling well.. Kept feeling cold and I knew something must be wrong.. Took 2 panadol and rested.. Hope I'll have a stronger immune system :(

Gonna pack my bag now.. Shall try sleeping early.. (I always end up sleeping late) Bye~

FML -.-

I'm on time for school today! Won the bet I had with cow~ Bwahaha :P

Was feeling rather disappointed to see only 1 person in my team the moment I reached. Got to know from cow that my team has got all the won't-do-work people. And indeed, they won't do work -.- (most of the time)

Was pretty pissed by Jisnu cos she expected me to complete the 2 worksheet questions assigned by faci to our team, and present it. Omfg, PUNDEH -.- Can't help but to use vulgarities. She really got my blood boiling! I swear I'll never ever sit next to her again. _l_ Ilham & Khai came later on, and I was like "Gawd. I'm gonna have Monday blues every week because of them." Sighhhhh*

Anyway I had brunch with the usual people again. Went TRCC during lunch break as cow & Eric wanted to get cheesecake.. We bought some fruits and ate outside class, spent some CRAZY time before going in to work on our presentation. Was feeling cold initially, but after all that pushing/laughing I was totally sweating :/

Entered the class only @ 1pm---Yes I did this on purpose. Oh and btw, Arif also came later on. Back to topic. I was thinking, "You guys expect me to do everything? Fine, I don't do, you all don't do, die together only. Can't stand it!" So apparently this pundeh was doing a couple of slides of I-don't-know-what. I worked on the poster and principles of elements, and I deliberately passed some work to the pundeh to do cos I was going berserk. Ilham gave some pretty useless slides, Khai did nothing, and I really mean NOTHING. Thankful that Arif was helping to compile..

I hope grades will do me justice :'( And I can't believe I'm gonna be suffering for the next few weeks in this pathetic team. It's already good that all of them are present, usually they would not come school/come back REALLY late during breaks/partial. AND THE PUNDEH ALSO DON'T KNOW HOW TO HELP, ARGHHHHHHH :'(

Training was cancelled due to wet weather.. Wanted to go jogging @ the nearby park but it was drizzling so.. I just stayed at home =(

Gonna partial tomorrow cos of my check-up.. Heading to Serangoon after that~

Alright I'm still feeling rather pissed, -.- Bye.

*Apologies for the extremely vulgar-filled post, hehehe.

Shopping trip (II)

Went Bugis again today, yayyy ^^ Exchanged my clothes to a dress, and bought a cardigan too. Ummm before starting to shop, I had pontian wanton mee for brunch :D Benncoolen to get Hua's watch.. Walked around Bugis Street and there was nothing else I needed to get, so we went for KOI :D Shared a box of takoyaki, awwww yums!

Went back to Jp in the evening to meet her Mum & sister for dinner @ Crystal Jade~ Had xiao long bao, yumzyumzyumz :D Ohhh and I bought a pair of shoes form Mondo, and a belt too.. And ummm a few more pieces of facial masks from Sasa.. Lol. I'm like on a shopping spree this month! Walked around and decided that I shall save up to buy xue ge next week, HAHAHA! I gotta work during my holidays so that I've got sufficient to spend :(

K I'm gonna pack my bag and sleep by.. 12.30am I hope :/ Goodnight, bye~ :D

Shopping costs way lesser than consulting a psychiatrist.

Woooooo, I'm feeling great cos I've got awesome loots today from Bugis (: Had Nandos for brunch, awesome max ^^ Gonna get my shoes tomorrow, yayyyy~ Heading to Bugis again to get a set of clothes exchanged to something else cos I didn't quite like it..

Went home to put my stuff first & get changed, then went over to Hua's place and hanged till 11pm and we headed out for dinner/supper. Walked back from Pioneer~ Went up to her place again, and stayed there till 1.30am.. Had fun being "surgeons" together with Hua & Lzl. I think I'm the worst surgeon ever, hahahahahahaha!

Seems like I'm having a super low budget for xmas this year cos I spent quite a lot of my savings on shopping today, bwahaha. It's okay! I'll just eat lesser and save more $$ ~ So many things to buy, yet so broke :( Any kind soul wanna bring me on a shopping trip~!? (money please drop onto my bed now)

Think I need to turn in soon else I'll oversleep tomorrow~ Byeeeee~ OH and I passed my communication UT1! Shiok or what, :P

Even a goodbye is harsh.

Finally back home.. Wanted to stay out longer but the weather's so attractive to come home and sleep..

Even a goodbye from him was nothing but harshness and sarcasm. FML man, for being together with this kinda fellow in the first place -.- And I believe that a leopard will NEVER change its spots, cos he has proven it to be true. I admit I'm not a good partner and like I told him times and times from the very beginning, I am not as "perfect" as he sees me to be. He should most probably be convinced by now I suppose?

I am proud to say that I'm imperfect and I'm full of flaws-- All these make me human; make me Jiahui.

Over and over again, we got back together, things became fine for some time, but went back to its original state after a while. And this is what had just happened. Never ever looked into this relationship that far in the beginning, in fact my plan was to dump him after a short while cos I was really playful 1year ago. Didn't expect the love to blossom so quickly, and I really fell for him. Can't believe I even looked as far as marriage before. Things like if we're gonna make it till then, he'll be the one standing next to me when I'm in a wedding dress. (Yes I'm nuts, =.=)

Plans are just plans, they usually don't happen accordingly exactly. He walked out of me yet again, pointing fingers and said that all blame should be on me. I doubt he has ever reflected a single time. Still have the cheek to tell me "Just look at yourself, look at what you're doing" .

Now, he can happily flirt with girl(s) online using those sweet flowery words he uses on me all the time. He should be feeling really satisfied/contented.

I'm gonna delete our stuff and turn in.... When I can. Gonna escape early from my place tomorrow cos I don't wanna see ..... in the evening.

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Despite his harshness, I insist on being nice till the end.

Good luck for your upcoming tests (for work) and exams, I hope you'll score well and get your desired results.

I'd rather be quarreling, at least it's a form of communication..

School was alright today.. It's a bad Friday for me cos I dropped 10bucks :( Already broke, now even more broke. Suay or what, grrrr. Luckily the amount to pay for STL was reduced due to Bee's good bargaining skills.. So I had a lil bit of $ for brunch. Thank goodness Cow was nice to buy me a drink, =) Played certain stages of PVZ with his help during lunch break and continued with our powerpoint slides.. Had another hilarious conversation with my pretty girls during 3rd meeting, was trying my utmost best not to laugh :/

Math UT retest @ 4pm.. I thought it's slightly more difficult than the original one we took which had a glitch, hmmm.. Left a few blanks :/ Met A at Bt Batok and we headed to Jp for dinner.

Some words are just too hurting, sigh. I joined an IG because of his words, he thinks that I'm too free. It wasn't out of my own interest, but thank goodness it developed into what I'm passionate about. Now, once again he's saying that I've got too much free time.

"Are you that lonely??" So does it mean whenever he turns to me, is when he feels lonely?

What a hurting question. I used to spend so much time with my friends that even for him to meet me, he had to "book" a time slot. Now? He thinks that I've got too much free time.

Yes, all the time that I have for him has been taken for granted. I'm gonna lead life like how it used to be from now on then. I hate it when people comment about the lifestyle I'm leading. It's MINE, not YOURS.

We haven't been talking much lately. Somehow this feeling is similar to.. How *** and I broke up. In the past, even when he feels tired he'd still bother to ring me up cos he knows I'm waiting for his call. Now.. Sigh. I feel so broken. I feel so dejected. I feel so unwanted. I feel that I should start getting used to leading life on my own again, just in case.

And..

当你发现我一直都在默默的忍受时，已经太迟了。。我所做的一切都让你批评，我忍。It's all about give and take, isn't it?　但今时不同往日，你已不在是那个温柔体贴细心的你了。。你不在主动地牵起我的手，不再。。。我真的不知道该如何是好。我已经尽力了，但每次都被你说得似乎我连一毛钱也不如。。

我要改变！！！！不会在以你为中心了！！！！！你不珍惜我，我也不会在忍受你所给我的态度了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

I don't know how long this is gonna last.

Today's weather is perfect for snuggling in bed :P

I reached class at about 8.45am and to my shock and horror only 1 person in my team was here. Thankfully the rest arrived slightly later.. Today's problem workload was quite light, so the mood in class was equally light as well ^^ Bought brunch back to class from South food court with the usual people again.. Om nom nom nom~ Completed what I'm supposed to do quickly and went Booklink with Cow & Eric to get some stuff.. Ok fine, to be exact.. Unhealthy food :P LOL! Have been craving for Maltesers cos Inez was telling me that she's eating it :(

Presentation went well, and our lesson ended @ 3pm. Intended to leave immediately after class ends but ended up staying for another hour or so.. MSN with xx and Inez about some nonsense. Some of Inez's reaction really cracked me and xx up. Hahahahahahahaha!

Shared a cab back to Lakeside, took train back to Boonlay from there. It was pouring so heavily lah.. Intended to go queue at Starbucks as they were giving out free drinks today! But the queue was damn damn damn looooooong @ Jp.. Headed back home instead~

我真的不晓得这样下去我们的关系会变得怎样。。他似乎一点都不在乎啊？我已尽力了，剩下的就让他扛吧。。超烦的！！！　今天他连一通电话也没发给我。。算了吧，我会去找别人陪我的。

SCAPE

Friendly matches @ SCAPE was awesome! Glad that it didn't rain, hohoho :P We started playing at around 7pm+, and ended @ 9pm+ . . Did some packing up before leaving the place.. Took Mrt back to the west together with Bee & Xiaodan. Omg, Xiaodan's blurness is really darn adorable. Totally cracked Bee & I up.. HAHAHA! Talked about family problems and stuff.. *sigh* Who wouldn't want a loving, understanding and supportive family? IF ONLY I had a choice.. :(

你不知道的事，多的是。你永远都认为我只想损坏你的名誉，从来都没想过为什么我会那么难过/失望。你就不能尝试站在我的立场吗。。？

Life's back to how it used to be.

Sometimes I repeatedly ask, "How long and how much effort would it take to just drop some1 a text?" The answer is obvious. If he cares, he'll call. But I don't even get a text saying that he can't ring me cos he's gonna get busy. Sigh.

I hope he won't sweet talk to any lady in this new company.
Things like,

"Hey there good looking"

Girl: "Not sleeping yet?"
Guy: "Staying up just for you." "And of cos my gf." (yeah, she's the priority, you put me after her)

Sometimes, the littlest things in life take up the largest part of me.

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I reached class at around.. 10.45am? I woke up on time but my tummy was cramping so much that I couldn't even stand straight. Decided to continue sleeping, and if I'm feeling better I shall go school. So.. I'm feeling much better now =)

So on my way to school I SMSed Cow that I'm hungry, told him not to eat during the first break and to eat together during lunch break. So.. Lunch was with the usual people again, I always enjoy lunch with them cos they give me so much fun!

Anw I didn't receive Keong's call last midnight, but only a morning text from him today. Like to annoy people only, tsk!

It's bright and sunny now, I'm excited for training later @ SCAPE! ^^ A requested to meet for supper after I'm done with training but I thought it's a bad idea cos I'll be really tired (and smelly + messy) after training..

Update soon! Bye!