Thoughts

I know I just blogged not long ago but yeah, I don't feel like updating my other blog today so I'm gonna do a double post here. Over this period of time, I realized maybe some people are not worth my time and effort, so.. Yeah. Be nice to whoever appreciates me, and just.. Stay neutral with those who don't. So an example would be like.. I'm gonna stop texting/msning to whoever that doesn't bother about putting in effort to keep a conversation going, lol. Fuck these people, seriously. Don't wanna talk then just say, don't down there like half fucked -.- Reply a bit here, a bit there.

(Not pointing fingers to anyone in specific, but there are a couple of them who's like that..)

Seriously.. This is some shit man -.-

Anyway.......

2011 is coming soon.. I wonder, who should I include in this new year? Should I leave some people behind, and let them just fade off as memories? Sighhhh, thoughts.. Heart-to-heart session with my baby on the Mrt while heading back home, hmmm.. I think what most people can't figure out about me is that one same point, lol. And all I can say is SMV trained me well, wtf :/ Actually sometimes I wonder about that too.

I always wonder if it's better for me to revert back to my old self. And I go, "Omg no. That's just so bitchy and fucked up." It all depends on the situation I'm facing I guess. You can't possibly be nice to every single one around you cos there'll be a couple of them who doesn't bother. Ouch, but yeah that's reality.

Just gonna stay the way I am. I loveeee laughing so darn much but I've been laughing A LOT LESSER recently. Damn, gonna find back that crazy but sunny side of me!