Even a goodbye is harsh.

Finally back home.. Wanted to stay out longer but the weather's so attractive to come home and sleep..

Even a goodbye from him was nothing but harshness and sarcasm. FML man, for being together with this kinda fellow in the first place -.- And I believe that a leopard will NEVER change its spots, cos he has proven it to be true. I admit I'm not a good partner and like I told him times and times from the very beginning, I am not as "perfect" as he sees me to be. He should most probably be convinced by now I suppose?

I am proud to say that I'm imperfect and I'm full of flaws-- All these make me human; make me Jiahui.

Over and over again, we got back together, things became fine for some time, but went back to its original state after a while. And this is what had just happened. Never ever looked into this relationship that far in the beginning, in fact my plan was to dump him after a short while cos I was really playful 1year ago. Didn't expect the love to blossom so quickly, and I really fell for him. Can't believe I even looked as far as marriage before. Things like if we're gonna make it till then, he'll be the one standing next to me when I'm in a wedding dress. (Yes I'm nuts, =.=)

Plans are just plans, they usually don't happen accordingly exactly. He walked out of me yet again, pointing fingers and said that all blame should be on me. I doubt he has ever reflected a single time. Still have the cheek to tell me "Just look at yourself, look at what you're doing" .

Now, he can happily flirt with girl(s) online using those sweet flowery words he uses on me all the time. He should be feeling really satisfied/contented.

I'm gonna delete our stuff and turn in.... When I can. Gonna escape early from my place tomorrow cos I don't wanna see ..... in the evening.

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Despite his harshness, I insist on being nice till the end.

Good luck for your upcoming tests (for work) and exams, I hope you'll score well and get your desired results.