I'd rather be quarreling, at least it's a form of communication..

School was alright today.. It's a bad Friday for me cos I dropped 10bucks :( Already broke, now even more broke. Suay or what, grrrr. Luckily the amount to pay for STL was reduced due to Bee's good bargaining skills.. So I had a lil bit of $ for brunch. Thank goodness Cow was nice to buy me a drink, =) Played certain stages of PVZ with his help during lunch break and continued with our powerpoint slides.. Had another hilarious conversation with my pretty girls during 3rd meeting, was trying my utmost best not to laugh :/

Math UT retest @ 4pm.. I thought it's slightly more difficult than the original one we took which had a glitch, hmmm.. Left a few blanks :/ Met A at Bt Batok and we headed to Jp for dinner.

Some words are just too hurting, sigh. I joined an IG because of his words, he thinks that I'm too free. It wasn't out of my own interest, but thank goodness it developed into what I'm passionate about. Now, once again he's saying that I've got too much free time.

"Are you that lonely??" So does it mean whenever he turns to me, is when he feels lonely?

What a hurting question. I used to spend so much time with my friends that even for him to meet me, he had to "book" a time slot. Now? He thinks that I've got too much free time.

Yes, all the time that I have for him has been taken for granted. I'm gonna lead life like how it used to be from now on then. I hate it when people comment about the lifestyle I'm leading. It's MINE, not YOURS.

We haven't been talking much lately. Somehow this feeling is similar to.. How *** and I broke up. In the past, even when he feels tired he'd still bother to ring me up cos he knows I'm waiting for his call. Now.. Sigh. I feel so broken. I feel so dejected. I feel so unwanted. I feel that I should start getting used to leading life on my own again, just in case.

And..

当你发现我一直都在默默的忍受时，已经太迟了。。我所做的一切都让你批评，我忍。It's all about give and take, isn't it?　但今时不同往日，你已不在是那个温柔体贴细心的你了。。你不在主动地牵起我的手，不再。。。我真的不知道该如何是好。我已经尽力了，但每次都被你说得似乎我连一毛钱也不如。。

我要改变！！！！不会在以你为中心了！！！！！你不珍惜我，我也不会在忍受你所给我的态度了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！