"Good morning sweetheart :)"

I no longer wanna get up early and look forward to receiving his text, his sweet good morning text. It's just my false hope that he'll still be doing it till now. He was so nice to drop me a good morning text everyday, and as time passes... Yeah, it got lesser and eventually *poofs!* disappears. .

Think Ralph was the best buddy who never failed to make my day start well with a good morning text for the past few months after me & him went separate ways. How can I compare a close buddy to A ? -_- Oh whatever. Really sucks to think that in his eyes, I am an unappreciative partner. I really wonder what else does he expect from me, what else?!?!!?!?!!?!

我快喘不过气了。I should just go missing for one whole day and sees if anyone even realizes that. Hah :/ Training tomorrow, shall just sweat it all out and stop thinking about all these problems for that few hours.. Haizzz. I try not to think about all the lil things that's making me upset, but those lil things really make up a big portion of me :(

/edit @1.17pm

Thanks Tracy for that.. Really makes sense. I am human, and this is all I can do.