Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Just the way you are

Bruno Mars - Just the way you are

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5lO4hEAJHU

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think it's so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same


So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

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How I wish you would sing me this song sincerely.. Like you really mean it, from the bottom of your heart. I wish things are really like how the lyrics goes..

Sigh. Bye.

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/edit @ 2.24am

I can't sleep. Thanks pig for calling McDelivery. Fucking hungry.

I'm still in doubt. I don't expect people to tell me I am pretty/beautiful etc.. But I hope at least I look ok? You know what I mean.. Just, as long as I don't look horrible :(

Do I wear weird clothing? Hmmm.. Do I look weird in shorts??? I just can't help but keep having the same few questions going through my mind, and not letting me rest..

Argh. I need my confidence to be back. I can't stand going through all these crap. I can't face all these shit alone. I need someone to be giving me a real tight and warm hug, assuring me, and most importantly, to be there to build back my confidence with me.. Sigh*

*Munching on my food*

Or maybe.. I'll just have to learn to face it on my own. I keep wondering, what did sayang really see in me in the beginning, which made him willing to go through the hardcore pestering + thick skin TTM courtship..???

I just hope it's like what people tell me, he's simple and he just wants a simple life. Work hard. Earn $. Give his partner a good life. Happy. That's all. I wish the description = true. . .

It sucks to think of how J used to criticize me. Like, ouch. That really hurt me badly.

I feel like a piece of junk now.

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/edit @ 4.05am

I.Can't.Sleep.At.All.

Where do I start building back my confidence from :'( I know crying is not gonna help. I gotta learn to manage things I'm going through emotionally without turning to alcohol. It's just temporary relief. (I'm like clenching my teeth real hard to prevent myself from wetting my pillow) The song has been on repeat for the past hour.. The lyrics are just so beautiful.

I hope I'm your last romance (in fact I RLY WANT TO BE) :') K that was random, but it's from the bottom of my heart.

Have you changed? I hope not. I want you to be the one that I have always knOwn, not knEw.

It's 4 in the morning & thank goodness, 24/7 buddy is always by my side. He's using himself as the joke topic to make me feel better. And, it's kinda working. Yeh so.. He successfully made me laugh after sulking for soooo long. I'll try to sleep soon..

4.45am
Good morning, & bye I'm hitting the sack.

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