I'm struggling through

After going through so much ups and downs with you, we still couldn't make things fine. I have to say it worsened instead.

Girls posting on your wall as though I'm transparent, everyone that surrounds you are girls. Whoa, I hate your colleagues AGAIN. Fucking whores. _l_

Since you said they KNOW you're attached from the first day you worked there, why on Earth are they eyeing on you? I can't take such stress. I'm breaking down, and I bet you don't even bother about how I feel. Instead of fighting and struggling so hard..

I decided to back off. I'll let you be theirs, since I know it's hard for me to make you mine.

You don't understand how insecure I've been feeling ever since that incident which involved your ex colleague. If one day you were to chance upon my tumblr, you'd find out how much I left untold. It's the only space where I can express how I feel freely.. Other than this blog.

I don't wanna try on anymore. I'm tired. I had enough of caring for you, yet all I get is shit in return. Fuck relationships, I wanna find a guy who'll give me his all and not selfish like you.

You were never mine to begin with I guess.

Bye.