Enough is enough

I had enough, dude.

I don't give a damn if this is your last time meeting them or what. It was agreed for your Thursday to be spent with them, even if I wanted to meet you, I had no say. Now, SATURDAY. What was agreed? What makes you even think you can take away my right for spending this day with you without even asking me? Hey, I became patient but it doesn't mean I give in to and tolerate every kind of bullshit you create.

I used to put friends before you, but honestly, I changed this sequence by a lil some time back. They already planned to meet me, I cancelled it with some fucking crap cos you said you're free that day. I cherish every bit of time I have to spend with you. Now, after going through some thinking, I decided. You're never gonna make it to my number 1 place anymore. I'm putting friends before you, cos you proved me wrong by putting you as my priority. It wasn't even the least bit appreciated.

Listen, it doesn't matter if they're leaving soon. I can't tolerate it anymore, I am tired, and I am the one who feels like leaving now. I hate how much they're taking you away from me.

My lovelies, please take me away from this crap. Raise me up, and make me shine, make me be so bubbly again..