Heyyyyyyy all ~ :)
School was really boring & didn't really understand today's topic :( .. So after school, took train w Vivan as usual :D Talked so much, and some were issues which I really could not tahan/felt so bothered about D: Guys, seriously, why do we think so differently? Hmmm.. Spent quite some time talking about these few issues.. And some were nice, but mostly were just bad. At least I got to pour out what's kinda bothering me recently :')
Thanks CGX for being there for me whenever I need a listening ear. You know, seeing all this happen again just reminds me of those days when I cried to you.. Sigh. I don't like things to turn out this way, and this time round I believe situations are different already right? I'll fight for it. Even if it's gna make me feel so fucked up/stressed/upset, I wna pull through it.
I really hate talking to ___ now. Less than 5 sentences and we start quarelling. What is this..?
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Don't really feel like sharing what's going on with ______. Don't wna hear his response. And the best thing is, he calls me, he keeps quiet, I keep quiet, that's all. I miss life back then. Endless topics to talk about, random stuff, you making the effort to keep talking no matter how quiet I become.. Come to think of what Vian & I talked about today, I ask myself, shouldn't I have drawn the line between Bf & Bff at that point of time? Maybe I'll be a happier kid now.. Well, idk.
Told pok about what happened the other day.. Like, this whole highway has so much memories. Cried on the cab that day, lol. Luckily I was sitting @ the front. Thanks pok, I know I cannot cry! :) Maybe it's like what she said, I hope it really is! No matter what, I still think that.. I don't feel sad for whatever that happened back then. I'm just glad it happened, no matter how upsetting it was. .
Jiahui is: Stressed,upset,not a happy kid :( FML!
IHATEYOUALL, TOTHECORE.
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