Thursday, September 2, 2010

All alone

I seem to be facing this problem on my own. You're like, waiting for me to find a way to feel better/waiting for someone to make me feel better, and then saying...

"Good. So we can be normal again?"

LOL please.

It takes two hands to clap. I wish you'd stop trying to push a problem aside or run away from it, or even worse, make me seem like the bad guy (COMPLETELY).

On my part, I am trying real hard to forget how WOW he made her seem to be compared to me. (yeh I hope he'd not make any comparison)

Talk smart. When you have nothing nice to say, it's better that you keep mum. Don't go around ruining people's confidence, heh. And FYI, girls are extremely sensitive creatures.

Anyway I thought I should have listened to __ in the beginning, that I shouldn't treat a guy too well else he'll take me for granted. LOL, lesson learnt!

Behind every girl who seems so strong/tough, there's a bastard who made her that way. He ain't a bastard, though he can seriously make me feel like slapping him at times when we quarrel -_-

Sometimes, I build walls around me not to keep myself away from everyone --- But to see who cares for me enough to break them down. And I realized that friends are usually the ones who's first in queue. How sad, it's not you :'(

"It's okay if you don't understand me well enough. You have the whole lifetime to get to know me." ♥

Oh and I read this somewhere: It goes out to both guys and girls. If you're gonna talk about your ex to your current partner and it's something '+' instead of '-', it'd be better to not mention at all. Yeah I admit it's true. Hey sayang, would you like it if I told you how wonderful he was? Deep down I bet you'd feel kinda compared with right? I'm being honest and straightforward here. NO PUN INTENDED, in case you're think of something funny.

I wanna bury the hatchet together k.

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Another awesome night with my girls. Talking about all sorts of nonsense, dick sizes too. HAHAHA. And I'm trying to recall how I used to be extremely chirpy and being the happy pill for everyone around me. Coz, I simply wanna be that girl again :D

I wanna be myself.
I wanna be myself.
I wanna be myself.
I wanna be myself.
I wanna be myself.
I wanna be myself.
I wanna be myself.

Ain't gonna change if it's not necessary. Appreciated mousey's advice though!! Can consider lah!! :B

IF I manage to start work after UT ends, there's a list of things I wanna get :D I miss shopping @ FEP and F21~

K it's almost 2am & I should turn in before 4am today, I hope -.-

Ppl have been asking me if sayang's bringing me to meet his parents, and I don't really know the right way to handle that qn. It's gonna sound weird if I directly say 'no'. But on the other hand, I think it doesn't really matter right? (k honestly I'm too scared to go even if he wna bring me). As long as he's not having another affair! & I know he won't =D (i know he has a scandal.. her name is Desire, sexy ehhh?? :P)

On a side note, I hope sayang gets well soon cos I've not seen him fall sick before. Xin tong leh. zzz.

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