Ignored whatever that happened. Had fun. That's what I call life.
After rotting for so long, finally I had an awesome night out. The initial plan was to meet Hua only. Ended up having more and more people coming, lol. Tonight's a night full of quarrels and shouting. Different problems for all.. Well. Anyway, questioning Choonho was fun :B All sorts of weird nonsense, and he looks kinda stunned at certain questions/topics we were on.
Anyway after the phone call which I got shouted at, 24/7 buddy was there for me. What else can I say? ♥ him TTM please~
Seems that he has became so much more sensible than before, hahaha. After listening to some of the things that he told me, I really wna call him a bitch. Some, it's just what we experience in common. LOL! And some.. Are just what I have to know, and make sure it doesn't happen on/to me.
You're right mousey. I think I didn't look far enough. Yes I did look far, but it wasn't enough. It sucks to have your partner shouting at you on the monthsary day itself. What to do? I have a boyfriend who's like that. Oh well. I'm glad mousey cracked up stupid jokes to cheer me up as usual. Talked to him crying, ended with a laughter. (stop using your act cute voice to talk to me -__-) Feeling excited about the B&J event! Hope I'll be able to find someone and go with me =)
(I think he old alr, asked me about _ _ n times already still keep asking)
Me: "Was I really happier when I'm single ahhhh?"
Mousey: "DUH OF COS!!! You didn't come crying to me like how you're doing it now~"
Me: "What to do... -.-"
Being single, there's pros and cons. Likewise for being attached.
He's gonna have a long day tomorrow.. Hopefully he'll be there for me when I need him!!! Gonna miss him (hardcore) when he's gone :( K lah, not exactly gone.
Oh fuck I'm feeling darn hungry now :( Anyway I'm surprised when CH said that he was from XNPS too. LOL! Hello senior, -.-
It's 4.30am now! What should I do in the later part of the day hmmm?
K there he goes, acting cute again -.- Mousey: *squeak*
Gonna get some sleep in a while more..
Sometimes I really hate growing up.
"Scraped knees are easier to fix than a broken heart." How true, lol.
K lah, if I don't sleep soon, the sun gonna rise already.
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I've said what I need you to know.
I've tried my part to make sure we clear everything that's related to this issue.
You think it's pointless and it's just me dragging the issue.
You shouted SHUT UP in the end.
Maybe I'm just not good enough, not up to whatever standard you are looking for in a girlfriend. The inferiority was terrible. Now, I feel even worse. After doing so much for you, I didn't ask for an equal amount in return. I'm not that kinda girl for you to shout at. In other words, you are in no fucking position to abuse/harm me verbally.
I doubt you'd need me anymore.
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/edit 4.56am
I was about to turn in, and I thought mousey messaged me (cos my phone suddenly vibrated)
K I'm extremely shocked at what A just sent me, I'm wide awake again O_O Thank goodness Jun's on fb chat with me now =.= K I am stunned x 10000000000000 IDK how to respond to his text and I'll just try to joke around with him. Never expected to attract a guy because... LOL!!!!!! This seriously cracked me up. Anw Jun's facing some shocking SMS too. Why are guys sending girls shocking smses @ 5 in the morning, lol...... I have to sleep soon! Body tells me it can't stay up any longer! Byeeeeeee.
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