Dear diary
I'm glad to have finally heard from him.. And I just wanna tell him, let's be lovey dovey again alright honey?
Everyday I'd experience random moments whereby I miss him so darn much, I could kill to see him. I found a way to make myself feel better-- By writing down my thoughts into letters.. For him. I need his warmth, I need Vitamin L, I need all my "nutrients" from him.
My body has really been rejecting food. Didn't have a single bite till evening today.
Revision session failed.. We did not find a suitable location and the school's library was closed. Everywhere which has tables were already taken up. We hanged around TRCC and attempted studying, but ended up getting distracted by the net.
Stayed in school till 4.30pm and we headed back to CWP. Initial plan was to go JP and "kiap" soft toys.. I just wanted to pamper myself a lil. Eric was hungry so we settled down to eat @ CWP Swensens. Ordered fries for myself.. But I went to the toilet and puked everything out. My stomach was just so uncomfortable.. I can't stand the feeling of food in it.
Left for JP and met my bbgirls to buy ingredients for our V'day dinner tomorrow. Bought Sushi.. And I'm glad this time round I didn't puke. Finally, a source of energy.. I feel really weak but I don't have the guts to eat more :( I just don't wanna risk throwing up again.
So we bumped into Zl & Ch @ Jp. We spent around half an hour or so at Prize stage "kiaping" soft toys. Spent a bomb today, but didn't succeed at all. I just felt like getting something for myself to lighten up my mood. Hope for better luck next time..
UT starts at 11am tomorrow. Spending my V'day noon in Wii room and the library to study.
Hey sayang, I've been missing you since you left me. Stay close... Don't go. I'm looking forward to your return, please give me a big teddy hug when you're back. It's really starry tonight. And the moon's looking gorgeous too. Shall we try flying a kite at night some day? Love you, xo
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