A peaceful Sunday

Stay close alright hun? :)

Dear diary

I pretty much wasted a day.. Or much rather I spent some time at home resting. Well I woke up at 2.30pm cos I only managed to get some sleep @ close to 5.30am..

My day was really simple. I washed up and had lunch, and surfed the net till now.. Which is like.. 7.30pm. Spent most of the time on Tumblr :) Spent the whole day at home cos the girls are all busy with their stuff today, and well.. I've got nothing going on today :(

Loading the movie "Faster" now.. Gonna watch it cos Dwayne Johnson is acting in it :P

(Have been waiting for sayang to come online.. And yay! He's finally online now :D)

I'm intending to go for a jog later on.. Cos I had supper yesterday and I'm feeling sinful for that :/ Still contemplating if I should go Sentosa tomorrow with my classmates. The exact reason/excuse would be.. I'm lazy :/ I know it's gonna be lots of fun! But I'm afraid that I can't get up on time -_- Errrrrr I'll make a decision after my jog eh? :P

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Didn't mention what we girls talked about last night.. It was mainly on relationships and our future plans. So it seems that Teo and I are facing similar problems.. But yeah I believe all of us will be able to work our own solutions out.

And then I added on regarding A's plan to study abroad.. That's when I felt so urgh.. I don't know why but yes it's contradicting.

I want the best for him, but at the same time I'm so unwilling to let him go so far away from me.

So I think the best way to put it would be, my heart totally sank when he told me about plans to study abroad. And that I want his companionship with me here, in Singapore :'(

It's like a tug of war I'm having in me. Yes no yes no.. I find myself struggling to put aside this issue cos it has been bothering me every now and then :( I want to talk to darling badly about this but at the same time I need to do it cautiously so he wouldn't misunderstand my intention..

FML. Before I go into deep thoughts again, I better stop here.

Bye!

Love you hun!